凌晨一点钟

之前在家闲着的时候
一度迷上画画

一直都喜欢自己动手做一些什么
心情好的时候不会去想
心情不好时却特别多灵感

也许会看一部戏
心情随着剧情的需要
可以哭出鲸鱼缸的泪
看完以后
再很愉快的跟室友分享那个阳光的下午

或者听好听的歌
一直重复的听同一首歌
让音乐唱到心里头去
很苦很苦
却很难自拔

画一幅画
被动漫里的帅气男主角傻里傻气地吸引着
拟补真实生活的空缺
在LAPTOP里定格
然后画下黑白

后来又被颜色感动
空白着的墙壁
从此变得华丽

空窗期的日子
有时一整天发呆
有时胡乱的做些什么
有时疯狂游走

在机场旁看着飞机起落
在海边看着潮起潮落
索性闭上双眼
听着浪涛

害怕
所以挖掘
记忆的抽屉里还好不是空白

一切的转变
来不及消化

入夜
闭上双眼
想起海浪的声音

D'Fortune

和好朋友见面
却没有因该的高兴
看着她的样子
我感伤

中学的我们
无忧无虑
梦想着快点长大
到真的站在那片天空下
心有一直想下雨
风也比较冷
不可以恣意地游荡

人生的第一个分离
没有特别的惆怅
或许那刚展翅的翼比较壮
刚起飞的心比较贪

但从此以后
有人蓝天白云
有人朝九晚五
一面记挂一面生活

我也很难看开
要我不管
心真的真的很难过
很难过到不能说
不是那个白天会笑
你能了解的我
我只是不说

所以
我也会很难过
如果你也难过

当你一脸忍住坚强地说
我都不会说话了
因为你的坚定
正在一百万倍地放大着脆弱
我很不舍得你痛苦难过

开工

受不了的无聊日子
下个礼拜
我就开工
等不及
好希望能马上开工

是学习，累积经验的时候
去哪里都是一样
只要够忙
我不在乎
全身的细胞
都好像在呼唤
学习新东西
学习新知识

但不是继续修学
是开始工作的旅程

真的想开工
虽然朋友都说
很羡慕现在的我
可是
我才羡慕你们咧！！

我要开工！

两周

过了明天
就回家两周了

两周内
过得很痛苦
很无聊

除了收拾
还是收拾
真的有那么多东西打扫吗？

真的有

天气热得快疯了
再加上打扫
真的是坐着都会流汗

好久没有自己下厨了
以前
很喜欢自己煮东西吃
很喜欢那个过程
更喜欢
东西煮好以后
美美的摆在美美的盘

单是看
都会很开心

然后再很开心的品尝
吃完以后
再泡一杯浓浓的茶
慢慢的喝

噢！！
回家两周
还是想回到过去

Pasar Malam

long time didnt go pasar malam
miss the foods in pasar malam
cheap and nice

we have pasar malam on every Sunday
and today is Sunday >.<

it was raining, not very heavy
so i went to pasar malam
not many people
they like pasar malam's foods
once a week is a must?
haha

says hello to pasar malam
i am back!

oh ya
because of the hot weather
i always wear singlet and short pants
and those people in pasar malam looking at me like i am ... alien
what the...
i just keep saying that
aunty, you didnt see it
aunty, you didnt see it

then when i get back to home
aunty said, did you see how those people looking at you?
next time you cant go out like that!

...
oh...
what can i say?

a la a la

吵架

吵架
有多久没有吵架了

真的
很久很久了
以前在家
常常和家人吵架
不是我脾气不好
是全家人的脾气都很差
哈哈

没错
对朋友
对不熟悉的人
对陌生人
都可以很包容
但自己的家人
就不能那么宽容

不知道为什么
就是不可以原谅他们的错误
就是不可以有瑕疵
就是不可以不配合我的需要
。。。。
反正就是不可以

然后
无论小事情，大事情
不满意
吵架吧
我吵赢了你就要听我的

以前会跟兄弟妹吵
吵到后来升级了
就开始跟父母吵
越大就越有自己的一套想法
然后就会觉得
是时候改变家人
让他们和你一样‘进步’
当然这都是我一厢情愿的想法
他们当然不能接受你的‘意见’
然后吵架
很激烈的争吵
渐渐变得平常
然后习惯
一有不满 = 吵架

真的很生气
当他们不接受你的意见
而且很自以为是的把你说的话扭曲
可恶的大人往往总是太自大的自以为是
用他们恶魔的先入为主思想
完全抹杀了我们发言的权利
真的非常非常讨厌这一点

然后
今天
不知道是不是离开家太久
Aunty 又想和我吵架了
又来
用他的自以为是加先入为主
只有她讲没有你说的态度
把我逼得快疯了

还好我修养够高
沉得住气
不然我大概会和他吵到疯
蛮不讲理的大人
以我的脾气（只对家人?)
是不会轻易罢休的

可是真的很讨厌跟家人吵架的感觉
为什么就不可以接受我们的意见呢？
害我发脾气。。。

粉刷

我想从新粉刷家
还没有回来之前
就已经有这个想法了
而且
非粉刷不可
因为我要

没有啦
因为已经有很多年没有粉刷过了
年头回家时
已经很有粉刷的冲动了
可惜那时我只待在家一个月
没时间说服家人

这一次
一定要在新年前完成

uncle骗我
他答应我的提议
昨天他又反悔
害我
害我发了一点脾气

害我现在有点内疚
可是这个家
还是要从新粉刷

回来这么久了
我的行李都还没有整理
整个家都太乱了
房间也太乱了
根本没有我的空间

要求别人配合你
比你去配合别人
难上一百万倍

^ ^

感动的时候
会哭得像个孩子
降落绵绵的细雨

但伤心的时候
却不容易哭泣
或许说
不想哭泣
眼泪划过脸颊
会很沉重得自己也无法承受

还好
一切都可以看得很轻
没有什么
可以伤心的事

来一杯
下午花茶
和一个浅笑

来杯下午茶

什么时候开始
习惯喝下午茶
或下午咖啡

什么时候开始的并不重要
现在已成习惯

开工前的一杯Decafe Latte
TeaTime的奶茶
是每一天都不可以缺少的

等待下班的时间很漫长
手中的一杯幸福
让每一天都很美好

还可以让每一栋的每一个员工
无论什么时候都脸带微笑

突然
很想念
在ACC的日子

收拾

没有人喜欢收拾
东西越堆越多
越来越脏
越来越乱
还是没有人愿意去整理

理由
有很多
但一定没有你想听的

想要马上改变是不可能的
只好一天一点
一点又加多一点地
逼他们去收拾

不是我变了很多
而是你们。。
没有进步

所以一定要收拾
把那些没有用
碍空间的垃圾
统统都丢弃

丢掉旧的
才能容纳新的东西
（不是新的垃圾）

渐渐恢复的平静
欢迎回来

一叶。自由

今天是冬至
往年的两年
没有在家
但我们还是有庆祝冬至
我会很坚持地准备糯米粉，花生， 冰糖。。等等

今年
回到家了
我还是很坚持地准备所有的材料
Aunty问我说
有现成的汤圆为什么要自己弄
。。。
因为我会弄？
因为我弄的比较好吃？
我不知道啦

或许已经习惯了
有好多好多的习惯
没办法维持
只好放弃

感觉真的可以很恐怖
习惯一但改变了
整个人好像被抽空了一半
很虚
很虚

或许是因为这里的空气太闷热
脑袋被熏得。。不灵活了
整个人懒懒散散的
不得了的志气衰落
很难打救的感觉

或许这过渡期
很快就会结束
或许是明天
或许是明年？？
明年你的头

我说
请马上！！！
给我滚开！！！

你那低落的灵魂
离开我的身体

我受够了！！！

冬至以后

叙写新的一页

一叶。自由

意外的旅客

27Nov
刚到Sydney
那个帅气的韩国男生长得很像日本人
可是他说的是韩文
i was so confuse
maybe he is japanese korean

第一天晚上
我睡的是mixed dorm
with Ian and Mark
They both gentleman
But they sleep naked

28Nov
一个人的阳光Sydney
没有跟着地图的游走
我遇见一个长得很像他的男生
想着想着我跟随着他游过了几栋商场
往轻快铁站的方向快速前行
然后望着他的背影
渐渐远去

在kitchen room里安排着明天的行程
遇见了Mat, Ben and Frankton
明显喝醉了的Ireland Frankton重复地问了我的名字三次
只笑不说话的Mat长得不错可爱
和他一样从French来的Ben
就比较好谈
大概是因为他也醉了一半 xP

29Nov
Cabramatta Station这一站很像Malaysia的某一个KTM Station

每一件事情的发生一定有它的原因
还能说些什么
原本的计划完全被耽误
因为这样我才可以遇见你
相遇在暴风雨
相处在风平浪静时
失去联系当暴风继续
Karl from Germany
是旅程中最美丽与神奇的邂逅

30Nov
韩国女生HyuMin从Brisbane来
有点小粗心却很可爱

同一个kitchen room
Chris & Joanne - Couple from England stucked in Sydney because of the Visa problem
一年的自助旅行
好幸福的情侣

1Dec
最后一夜在Sydney
几乎每一天晚上都会走到Harbour
望向The Opera House与Sydney Bridge时的感觉
一生难忘
Australia最吸引我的地方
大概就是这里了

每一晚都会到McDonald买 soft-serve cone ice-cream
是欣赏Sydney night view时最快乐的坚持


擦肩而过万千的生命
上一秒他是路人甲
下一秒撞进生命里

慢慢学会不追问原因
人间有多少的遗憾
就会有多少的惊喜

忽然

经过了谁和谁相遇
又谁和谁分离
最后把自己交给了命运
命运像失控的马戏
小丑开始哭泣
大象猴子跑进城里

生活太近
梦想太远

忽然一天
忽然一周

越来越想失踪

越南 小插曲

越南的天空
总是灰灰的
不常下雨
却看不见蓝天

骑机车的越南人
感觉上比蚂蚁还多

有一刹那
我以为
灰灰的天空是机车排出的烟
在升上天空以后
散不去
遮盖了蓝天

但回到家以后
发现这里的天空也一样
灰灰的

我开始怀疑
我的天空
是什么颜色的

一个人旅行

一个人旅行
比一起旅行
来得自由好玩得多

喜欢那种想做什么就做什么的感觉
没有人催促

可以不刻意安排什么
可以很随性
走到哪里就是那里

当一天以后
地图被我可怜地翻了又折
折了又翻
体无完肤地被我抛弃

每一条小巷
我都自豪的游走过

遇见可爱的狗
邂逅帅气的男生

我所期望的
华丽的冒险
浪漫的逃亡
一一实现

还奢求

神啊 请给我多一点

xP

为什么
回到家以后
我会失去了动力

不可以
不可以这样下去

一个人的旅行还要继续
在新的生活里

真的很难呼吸

无法去想
明天在哪
昨天
我回不去

读着阿信的书
失去方向的时候
至少还记得 阿信的文字

好像还准备不够
打开了一页
不知从何下手

回家以后
生活就失调了

熟悉
变得可怕
只差眼泪还没有落下

用了一年的白色杯子和我一起回家
蓝色花瓣的瓷杯也还在家
我把两个杯子都拿出来
洗干净以后

开始犹豫

蓝色花瓣瓷杯用来喝水
白色杯子
用来喝咖啡或茶

或许
生活真的开始不一样了

总是
走一步算一步

对工作也是这样
对旅行也是这样

对生活也一样的不积极
开始厌倦这样的自己

时间不可以从来
但我想念过去

还有自己想要的生活
还有倾诉的朋友

不是回家不好
但觉得
好不容易自由的翅膀
又要被锁上隐形的枷锁

离开两年半
若从学院开始算起
不常在家的日子有四年半了

坏了的藤椅你不舍得丢弃
我能了解
但你也不翻新
。。。
还有很多很多

在wellington的家
也有乱的时候
但
没有不必要的垃圾堆积

当冷静下来的时候
真的很难呼吸

Dilemma

I confuse
Whetherto stay in KL?
Or find job in Singapore..

Really don't know...
The life i want..
Haven't come to be true

Still far away as a dream..
Feels so hard to achieve it ..
Of course la
I haven't take the first step..
Everything stop in the mind
Not start in the reality yet..

Oh...
Come on ...
Move, to myself

回家后的第二天。。

和朋友上山喝东西，看夜景
回家的路上
朋友特地转去EYES OF MALAYSIA
因为我没看过
结果
EYES OF MALAYSIA
搬去MELAKA了

原本应该存在的地方
空了

没关系
至少我看过EYES OF MELBOURNE
还有EYES OF BRISBANE

空了
就可以存放别的东西
其实
未尝不是一件好事
每一天
都在期待精彩
不是吗？

每一天都很新鲜 >.<

Home

Finally i back home ..

Dont know..

Feel so familiar but strange

Surely i need time to start the life again

Hope that it wouldnt be hard for me

However the first step is always hard

....

really hard man...

是的

是的
沒錯

當習慣變得自然
就會變得非常依賴

不喜歡依賴
只是很想有人可以依賴

不希望一個人
卻習慣一個人生活

諷刺的矛盾
諷刺的故事
已太多
習慣得太多

Lucky moon

Rumy said that i am a lucky girl
I also think that i am lucky

I have the chance to study oversea
I stayed in other country for two and half years
I worked in other country
I like travelling and i had been to few places
I can make friends in everywhere
.....
etc

People come people go...
I .. dont receive many greeting from my friend in my birthday
Dont have any celebration
No cake ..
Nothing special
It really just another day to me
I am not sure that i really dont mind it
But i dont feel sad either
so ...
haha
whatever

as long as ...
i believe that my friends didnt forget me
they just dont remember my birthday

so many events that happened to me during the trip had taught me alot
surprise keep coming to me
isn't that what you want and what you wish for this year?

YES!!!

haha...
luckily i still can take those surprise
it really happen everyday
just as what i wish!!!

>.<

Days without Miao...

Days without Miao
I am sure that we both enjoy our life very well

Miao~
I miss you
I thought you will be the one who cry in the airport
But at the moments i hug you...
Thing happened out of my plan!!!
Hahaha
I cried first

Doesnt matter
>.<

How you doing there Miao?
I really miss you

Learnt to Accept

Di ..
I rather you said
'I know what should do, jie'
Than
'Thankyou, jie'

So?
The conclusion is?
From you,
Okay, now i know you really love her..
However,
Not everything can have a happy ending..
If she cant be the last you love..
Then move on please

Cut the pain
Is what you should do
It takes time
Fine
Just think of yourself
Listen to your own voice
Is that what you want?
Are you happy with the current?

Be who you can be
Not who you wish to be
Knowing what are your abilities
Don't let your life get over you
Live for your life

Why make yourself so hard?
You always have a better offer
Can't take more when your hand both full
Decide ..
Which is better for you?
Drop one down and take another one..
Always..
That's the rule of life

I do have a bit worry of the journey..
Hope everything will be fine
If not?
...
If not?
I should be able to take care of myself
No matter what will be happened?
Yes.
I am.

Always wish for the best
But plan for the worst

Not Sour >.<

Busy packing...
Yes
I know..
I am ready to go home..
I want to start a new life..
And I am looking forward on it
It might have a hard starting ..
Can predict this, as I totally in the life here..
Back to home is good
But it will be hard for me to adjust the life again

Khim, no worries
The one will come to us soon..
As they also waiting for so long to meet us
Right?
Haha

Today is my good day
I walked at the streets
Strangers gave me nice smile
I talked with Khim in front of the door
Stranger gave me flying kiss

>.<

Life couldn't be better
I wish that I can travel in the time
Then I can always back to the two and half years in this sweet land
And meet my friends
^^

I have a free Mocha Latte
Even the guy is new..
But he make good coffee

Today, is sunny day
Today, the berry not sour

A day..

Woke up in the rainny day..
Listened to the rain drop..
I don't wanna get out from the bed..

Get myself ready..
Stayed downstair waiting for the boxes delivery
I watched a funny movie called Good Luck Chuck.
If someone like him does exist..
Hmm..
Can i ask for his number?
Hahaha

As our plan
We went to Leuven Belgian Beer Cafe
Yes..
We ordered the mussels as main
One is cooked by lemongrass
One is curry cream taste
And we are so lucky because the buy one kilo get another one kilo deal is ended by today
So ya..
We also ordered the recommend wine.. Reisling
It tastes good
Of course, entre .. Fish cake .. not bad ..
And we have 3 different desserts !!
Hahaha
Eat so full and chat so happy

And..
Really thanks to Soung..
Thanks for the meal
Thanks for joing us tonight

And special thanks for Miao and Lydia
Love you guys so much
Gosh..
How can i live without you~ Miao~

Not sad of leaving ..

Thao gave me my birthday present
I didn't expect she bought me present
Thanks Thao
That was meaningful ^^

Leaving soon..
I shouldn't feel sad

what?

I met many good friends here
I have alot of sweet memories with them
I appreciated all
I have no regret
ya..

New life .. I am looking for
We are able to make our new life as good as current or even better
I am not afraid of changing
But I also wish to keep the current
Human is greedy
We want more that we could take

Walked back home..
Took steps slowly..
With my long shadow..
Contain the happiness in the whole day
I am alone ..
But I am not lonely ..

Jo texted me that she bought me present too
But why have to go Singapore on JAN 4 this date..
And to taste it?
TASTE it?
Something can eat? or can drink?

Haha

I really looking forward on it
Jo >.<

Battery LOW!!!

Went out since last day morning until now..

Haha..
Botanic Garden only have roses now..

I bought myself a strawberry bubble milk shake
And listening to people sing of MAMA MIA's songs
In the Withcoulls
At Reading Cinema

More and more like to take pictures of the things that surrounded me
People
Buildings
Events
Scenery
Streets
Sky
...
...
blar blar blar

The Christmas Parade is very nice
Too bad my camera battery is low..
Have no time to go back home and charge it..
So I Pray ..
Told the camera..
Please..
At least let me take this down first..
But it still die..
Okay..
I can use my cellphone
... what? battery low?
Please..
Can you die after this..
...

The more good things happened to me
The more i gonna miss this place..
And the more i hope to stay

But you only think of the good or those things you like..
You have to consider the bad sides too...
There is or there are ..
Something that you don't like at here..
Like the...
The weather..
The killing strong wind ..
...
The winter
...
Right?

Haha..
So stop thinking of IF
Look at what do you have now
And what do you face now

Battery Charging

I gonna charge abit energy too...

Warm Sweet Home

I really like your place
It is a warm sweet home

Small Tidy n Neat
Thanh invited me for dinner
With her boyfriend - Chris (German)

We supposed to meet at Uni Busstop
It has been long long time ago that i didn't go to Uni
Since i got the mailroom job?
Ya..

Well...
Is during Summer Holiday
Campus in instuction..

Then i was waiting for Thanh to pick me up
Then i was sitting on the stair..
Like a Uni student ...
Memories flash back ..
I close my eyes and enjoying the great time in my mind

I saw Thanh..
And I saw she is driving
This surprise me
Haha
I don't even know she can drive

She is flatting with her boyfriend now
How sweet >.<
I knew Thanh in Unistop
We used to work together
We used to make snadwiches together
And also the coffees..

We don't have chance to talk much ...
You know ..
Under the spying of Otti ..
We only know to work hard every second

And ..
Last time we hang out for lunch and chat
Felt so great
Like I found another good close friend
But sad too
As I will leave soon
So glad that we can met up

She prepared Lemon Glass Chicken and rice and Tofu Egg Tomato Soup
And Chris made the mango salad
Smart me brought Tea Jelly and Strawberries fo dessert

We chat
We eat
We play 1001
We watch movies

Everything like so nature
It feels so good
This is the life that I want
Which make me more sad to leave Wellington and my friends..

Thanks Thanh and Chris
I have a great time in your sweet place
^^

P/S: Now I know more about German Language..
haha..
It really very hard to learn ..

星期五檔案

整個世界的黑暗
都跑進我的房間

還是會寂寞
讓我認識
不知覺的迷上
陳綺貞

當時 中二的我
還不懂得寂寞

現在的我?

呃..
我們不談這個話題
xP

討厭..
Melody has an intermship at Auckland, Deloitte...
I red eyes her...
haha..
You really hope to find a good job?
But you are so lazy..
You deserved it
No work
No opportunity
Wash your ass and go back home!

Don't bother what people have
They work hard on it
And you?
You just relax and enjoying all the day
Not doing anything
what else you want to get from your life?
By not working on anything?

無聊的星期五
整整一個美好的下午
被你
一晃而過

請檢討三分鐘

第一個一分鐘
...
60秒
...
滴答滴答
...

好!
要出門了

謝謝Thanh約了我 ^^

P/S: To Mr. C..
I dont believe in NetLove
So.. Stop telling me that you love me
Blocked you also can't get away from you..
Sigh..
How many accounts you have?

離 別 不 感 傷

那時候的離別
沒有所謂的特別傷感
特別不舍
或許
我們都非常相信
還有下一次見面的機會
然後
就這樣的
過了一年又一年

We dont often email to each other
Laziness..
However, we know that we are enjoying our life
Even, I dont know what you had done
Or what are you new plans
Or what you are doing now
But one thing I know very clear is
You will never forget me
And I always keep you in my heart

I miss the days that studied with you
I miss the days that hang out with you
I miss the days that worked with you
I miss all the time with you

Sometimes
I thinking back of the day you left..
How come we can just say goodbye and turn back and left
And we just believe in our deepest heart that we gonna meet again
One day ..
And the day will come ..
No matter where are we now
No matter what are we busy now
We don't have to report
But when the day finally come
We will have endless topics to share

Thao

went out coffee with Thao ...
now i know her full name is really ...
interesting!

Thao's full name is 白香草
Bach ___ Thao..

haha

and ...
probably this is the last time i went to Gloria Jean's Cafe
We used to meet up there
Having a cup of coffee and chatting during our break time..
Her lectur break time and my lunch break

I like the coffee there more than Starbucks...
Starbucks.. i only like the green tea latte..
But here, the Irish Nut Cream and Creme Brulee are my favourites
Had my last Creme Brulee here, i forgot to take a picture..

We sharing like usual..
Laughing like usual..
And complaining like usual..

Poor Thao,
She got bit by some kind of fly
And have to see doctor..
So i went with her
Little careless thao..
Dont even sure which bus to take, where to stop, how to reach there
Luckily, we made urselves there
By asking people the way
Okay, at least now i know where is Adaline Road.

First time been to Wellington Medical Centre..
I was reading magazine and waiting for Thao
A little boy came in with his father..
Know what?
This little naughty boy .. fall down when playing ..
And kind like .. hurt his little brother ..
His father also not sure about that ..
He is quite .. embrassing when telling the nurse about that
Hahaha ..

Thao's leg is fine..
Just need to take some medicines
The doctor didn't say much ..
But the bill is quite expensive ..

We are close friend
I know ..
Close friend that can talk the deep in the heart
Can know each other by eyes
Can not talking in time we were together, but don't feel weird

太藍的天空讓人害怕.. 太藍的自己呢?

沒有揚不了的帆
沒有出不海的船
不退怯的決心
沒有到不了的地方

去..
哪裡都一樣

今天的天空
藍的讓人害怕
一朵雲都沒有
藍的..
太干淨了

P/S: He didn't deleted me..
Should be connection problems..
白傷心一場

對不起.. 我不應該在你需要陪伴的時候.. 缺席

在層出不窮的失誤中
受傷
失望
沮喪
口口聲聲地說着
放棄放棄
卻不是真的放棄
都喜歡說着氣話
讓自己心情平復
平復以後
還不是煩惱着解決方法

有一個小朋友
剛認識他的時候
發現他把自己緊緊的系在一個人的世界
不讓別人撞進來
偶爾寂寞
會找人聊聊天
命運的安排?
雖然他的思想有點太灰太黑
有點孩子氣
可還是聊得很投契

沒有認真的想過
卻誤大誤撞地走近他的世界
那裡不屬於我
半逃避的走了出來

然後現在
他把自己反鎖
拒絕去傾聽
世界以外的聲音...

這不是我的錯?
這不完全是我的錯
因為他身上的其中一把刀傷
是我捅的

我試着補救
然而他已經聽不到任何聲音了

感到傷心

一個朋友的墜落
我卻沒有辦法阻止
對不起..

遊走

挪威

有最漂亮的日出

有一個叫Flam的小鎮

人口不多

旅人喜歡到那裡騎腳踏車, 釣魚

或是到處走走

看日出, 日落

我也要去挪威

到處遊走

美好的一天

打開天窗
才發現陰陰的天氣
不適合出門

對面街
年輕爸爸握住小男孩的手
一步一步地
緩緩走下樓梯

As usual
我起床
感受房間裡的溫度
不舍的撥開溫暖的被

伸展全身
睜睜眼
醒醒腦

打開手提電腦

早晨沐浴
讓你精神一整天

路上的行人來來往往
他們臉上的自信
讓你不自覺的被染上

今天該穿什麼才好
倒數剩下的時間真的不少
我還沒有心理準備
然自己不同凡響

喝一口Latte
開始美好的一天
雖然只是包裝三和一咖啡
卻還是可以很幸福

沒錯
快樂是自找的

Moved on

No matter how life so hard to you
Should never give up
Because you have no chance to win by simply giving up
Indeed fighting until the last minute, you might be the winner

Like Wellington so much
But can't like the Windy..
I went to the harbour as usual
The wind blows my hair
I am feeling good

Want to go to the beach
Sit on the bench
And write something

The sunshine is strong
I didn't walk till that far
Pick a seat that under the tree so that i can get away from the hot sun burn
Watching people come, people go ..
I felt cold..
You can hide from the sunshine
but you cant hide from the cold wind

Wishes we could always be together, sisters

Yesterday was a long day to me

...
My last third Saturday in Wellington

Miao don't work
We went to YumCha
I am so happy
I don't mind whether the food nice or not
I don't mind whether the price reasonable or not
I don't mind the waitress said we look like vietnamese
I don't mind the cool waiter not nice to us
I don't mind the weird waiter funny acting
With you guys YumCha together is the thing

After YumCha..
Back to Hui's place
We chatted
We laughed..
We went out..
We bought strawberries..
We took pictures..
We ate strawberries..
We laughed to the stupid birds..
We sharing the time with each other

Then i separated with them
I went back home
I online
I saw you still blocking me (I guess)
I sad
I was tired to be sad
I took a nap
Until the time is late
I packed my bag
Gone..

I show up at Hui's place again

No matter what happened
You don't break promise
Even really not in the mood..

So i still go to the White House
Enjoying an expensive meals
That's worth

Dinner from 7pm till 11 something..
I knew I was late to next party..
But i didn't know that ..
They are there.. preparing for me ..
I was tired..
Body and soul..
Even i didn't show it
To be honest
When Hui said that you are preparing and waiting for me
For so long
I wanna hug u and said Thankyou Miao
and Thanks everyone
However,
I didn't do that
Because i paiseh.. >.<

This user has not shared his/her details with you..
Fine..
You deleted me..

不知道昨夜的空氣為什麼特別的冰冷
一切來得太快
結束也相對地迅速
無聲無息
沒有預兆

我還是沒辦法接受
小事情都沒有辦法完成
也不想做什麼
有沒有一個角落可以讓我藏起來
像犯錯的小孩
害怕被責備

你的名字很刺眼 很刺眼
把你當作其他的過客
我辦不到
才發現
和你的聯係
不知覺地增加
增加得太多

今天還是一樣寒冷
但今天和昨天卻還是有差別

Regard? I am .. just .. a little bit

一天又過去了

應該是最後一次的stock take吧

...偷偷告訴你
其實Lee是我喜歡的類型
哈哈
第一次stock take
第一次見到他
就對他超級有好感
連多看他兩眼都不敢
哈哈

而且我也發現
其實他也有迴避我的眼神

可惜
惠說他已經有女朋友了
我相信當他的女朋友一定很幸福
因為他有很溫柔的眼神與笑容

沒有緣份
如果有下一次遇見你的機會
我會跟你要email address
電話號碼沒用
我都快要離開了

我在意你逃避我的眼神
哈哈
其實你的眼神只是比我的快一步跳開
xP

如果這是命運
我也無能為力
我真的很喜歡你的眼神

第一次來到Lyall Bay
黑夜的海真的比較神秘
浪很洶
我卻很不舍
不捨得這裡
不捨得
很多 很多
還可以很孩子氣的踏着浪花
還可以大聲歌唱
還可以滑滑梯
還可以很舒服的躺着看星星

又一次
wrong timing again?
Jack這麼說
我也這麼認為

Everyday is a new day

5 November
What so special on this date?
Actually I dont know
But every year, there is firework on this day

Been here since 2006
Had watched firework 3 times
None miss

The first time, i was working
In Eastern Sunrise with the unfriendly colleague
I cant remember her name
But she really mean to me
Firework starts at 9pm
Our restaurant is close to the harbour
Didnt take me long to go there
Customers leave before the show starts
We have enough time to clean up the table
WaWa, our bosslady is so kind to us
Allow us to see the firework during working hour

First year in here, I still young..
Didnt know well of what i want

2007, same date
I am lazy to go to city
Indeed, We are ... Jo and me
We just walked out from the house and waiting for the firework
Our flat is located on the hill
Dont need to be close to the bay
We have best view from the mountain
The firework is not nice this year
Ending like .. no power ..
Not excited at all
It doesn't matter
As I were watching with my lovely flatmate & best friend

This year, I am with Miao
We were late to the bay
The firework starts before we get there
But it is still beautiful
This year is the best out of before
Nice ending too

There is a small Fun Fair at the harbour side too
Crowded n excited

I am glad that I didn't miss the firework every year

For whatever decision we made
Don't regret
It gonna be forever in our memory
It gonna be part of our life

主題一

可以選擇不記錄
但沒辦法承載太多的回憶

11月的本命月
真的被我瞎中
天天都不平凡

^^

今天的空氣有點冷

不喝Latte
Te Papa的Mocha沒有Miao泡的好喝
最好喝的咖啡?
當然是自己泡的

Chat with Skyline
About the current and future?
Hahaha
Nobody can know about the future
We plan for it
But we might not make it

Just like today
I went to fresh market
Plan to buy cucumber and apples
At last, I bought honey and strawberry

See, things always done by its way
Not what we think it should be

Had used to the life here
I wonder how the life will be when i back home

Back Home ..
Stay here almost two n half years
Only moved twice

Wherever i stay
Wherever the home be
Easy adapt to new environment?
Yes, I can be like that
Not hate for changing
Indeed, I like it
Life is always changing
We have to move forward
Stay at the same point
I will not satisfied

Sometimes, Laziness is so strong
It could never beat me
Unless I let it be

I am not afraid of
How my life could change to be
I am just abit worry
Haha

Worry about what?
Worry about Unknow..

Maybe..