when i saw the message
i felt funny
first at all
alex is just a name to me
it doesnt mean anything
it is just a past of my life
i dont take that event as serious as you thought
when i replying your message
i think about it over and over again
i felt sad
you should have faith on our relationship
you should have faith on me
or to be more correct
you have to believe on yourself
how could you do that
how could you compare alex with you?
he is nothing to me
a past that i dont even remember
and you
you are my best friend forever
my treasure of life
i cant say that you are my everything
but you are definately one part of it
you influent me alot
and you are so important to me
i have to make it clear here
nobody can take your place in my heart
yet until i found my another half at least
you and kit are special to me
you guys mean alot to me
when you doubt of our friendship
you doubt of me
and the more
you doubt of yourself
which
make me more worry
and ...
i read the message again
you got my name wrong again
im the person who will care about little things little action from people i care
but to you and kit
it doesnt work
even you guys will always do something that disappointed me
but i know that you guys are not do it purposely
i had hurted by u guys before
but i never doubt of our friendship
there is nothing between us
no misunderstood
you feel that we are being apart
because you heart is weak now
with the old problem
i really hope that i can help you to get away of it
but i know i failed
and the problem is you
for these years
with too much consideration
with the environment that surrounding you
you became over-protective
you need help but you cut the way and not letting people to help you
and you should move over of the past
it is useless to keep blaming on yourself
you have do nothing wrong
dont always want to recover something which is not exist
there is nothing bad on the past
your heart is sick
and you dont let yourself go free
invisible lock with you
nobody could help even they try to
you are still that good and unique
not only for me
but everyone
you just dont know that
Saturday, January 24, 2009
new life
start a new life
back to the old question
what do you want?
i want to
...
... ...
... ... ...
... ... ... ...
... ... ... ... ...
i want to achieve alot of things
i am greedy
even i may not have enough time to do all
but i dont care
work hard on it
what you give will be equal to what you get
i want to do it
i can do it
it is gonna be busy after the new year holiday
make a wish
and place it in your heart
anything you want
everything you need
do you have it?
good
now believe it will come true
you never know that next miracle will come from which next smile
the next wish come true
but if you believe it is right around the corner
and you open your heart and mind
with the possibility of it
to a certainly of it
you just may get the thing that you looking for it
the world is full of magic
you just have to believe on it
so make your wish
do you have it?
good
now you have to believe on it
with all your faith
back to the old question
what do you want?
i want to
...
... ...
... ... ...
... ... ... ...
... ... ... ... ...
i want to achieve alot of things
i am greedy
even i may not have enough time to do all
but i dont care
work hard on it
what you give will be equal to what you get
i want to do it
i can do it
it is gonna be busy after the new year holiday
make a wish
and place it in your heart
anything you want
everything you need
do you have it?
good
now believe it will come true
you never know that next miracle will come from which next smile
the next wish come true
but if you believe it is right around the corner
and you open your heart and mind
with the possibility of it
to a certainly of it
you just may get the thing that you looking for it
the world is full of magic
you just have to believe on it
so make your wish
do you have it?
good
now you have to believe on it
with all your faith
Thursday, January 22, 2009
the best is yet to come
Cant look back
Cant think backward
Once track back to the past way
The feelings is killing break
The best is yet to come
This words came into my mind this morning when i wake up
Ya
It is right
And i believe on it
Always looking at the front
That's is me
The past is good
The future can be great
Everything is under your control
Is up to you to decide it good or bad
I pick good
U?
Cant think backward
Once track back to the past way
The feelings is killing break
The best is yet to come
This words came into my mind this morning when i wake up
Ya
It is right
And i believe on it
Always looking at the front
That's is me
The past is good
The future can be great
Everything is under your control
Is up to you to decide it good or bad
I pick good
U?
Mistakes
I cant imagine that how many mistakes i made when
typing the resolution
changing the form
using the typing machine
adjusting the figure....
blar blar blar
alot
so careless man!
but i will soon reduce the mistake to zero
a deal to myself
typing the resolution
changing the form
using the typing machine
adjusting the figure....
blar blar blar
alot
so careless man!
but i will soon reduce the mistake to zero
a deal to myself
Monday, January 19, 2009
早餐的幸福
最后一秒
还是决定出外吃早餐
以前很喜欢到外面的茶餐室吃早餐
现在反而喜欢自己准备早餐
要吃什么
就吃什么
可是
陪家人吃早餐
是我一门很重要的课
虽然不想吃那种太油太大份的早餐
但我有一种感觉
就是爸妈很希望一家人一起吃早餐的感觉
就算不喜欢
我也会陪伴
以前在早茶馆打工的时候
每个礼拜
很多的一家人都回来吃早茶
那种感觉
怎么说。。。
做比说来的容易
可是
这不是今天的重点
还好我有来喝早茶
不然就不会遇见那个衬衫男人
他真的让我眼睛一亮
one word to describe
SMART
感觉好象回到以前
Lambton Quay, Feasterston Street ...
那些走在路上就可以看见很多的帅哥
那些以前随处可见
这里却是稀有品种的衬衫帅哥
不是说这里的人不穿衬衫
这里穿衬衫的帅哥真的。。很少
1/33 的机率
不是33个穿衬衫的只有一个是帅的
是33天里才出现一个衬衫帅哥
所以说
today is my lucky day
this week must be a good week
^^
那早餐的幸福在哪里呢？
。。。
看着那个衬衫帅哥吃早餐
他的老婆真是幸福
N年后的我
也会有一样的幸福
我知道我会拥有
还是决定出外吃早餐
以前很喜欢到外面的茶餐室吃早餐
现在反而喜欢自己准备早餐
要吃什么
就吃什么
可是
陪家人吃早餐
是我一门很重要的课
虽然不想吃那种太油太大份的早餐
但我有一种感觉
就是爸妈很希望一家人一起吃早餐的感觉
就算不喜欢
我也会陪伴
以前在早茶馆打工的时候
每个礼拜
很多的一家人都回来吃早茶
那种感觉
怎么说。。。
做比说来的容易
可是
这不是今天的重点
还好我有来喝早茶
不然就不会遇见那个衬衫男人
他真的让我眼睛一亮
one word to describe
SMART
感觉好象回到以前
Lambton Quay, Feasterston Street ...
那些走在路上就可以看见很多的帅哥
那些以前随处可见
这里却是稀有品种的衬衫帅哥
不是说这里的人不穿衬衫
这里穿衬衫的帅哥真的。。很少
1/33 的机率
不是33个穿衬衫的只有一个是帅的
是33天里才出现一个衬衫帅哥
所以说
today is my lucky day
this week must be a good week
^^
那早餐的幸福在哪里呢？
。。。
看着那个衬衫帅哥吃早餐
他的老婆真是幸福
N年后的我
也会有一样的幸福
我知道我会拥有
Sunday, January 18, 2009
One week gone
Time is flying
One week had gone
What did i do?
Used to ask myself everyday
Just want to make sure i didnt waste the time on doing nothing
However i always do
Where did the time gone?
What is my new targets for this year?
Oh ya
I remember!
I want to learn in working, as much as i could
But I did fell to sleep when reading those statements
I want to save money
But my salary isnt that good
I want to buy a secondhand car
...etc
Okay Okay
Let's settle it one by one
About the working part, I have faith that I can do better
Salary?
I am not the boss
But you choose the work, you have to give her respect
Is not good to argue the salary because you know nothing of this field
Secondhand car...
Will consider it again after CNY
After one week working
I found one thing that wasnt that good to work with family
As you know the person so well
As they are your family
You treat them different from the others
In the last week
I cant treat mom as a boss
I didnt give her the right respect
Which i felt sorry to her
My friend told me to ask for better paid as i work with family
I was thinking the same too and agreed with her
But when i considered it in a 'boss and worker' way
I know that i shouldnt ask for too much
As normal people will not do that
As i wont do that to the boss who offer me a job
Is not right to require so much
So ya
I know i have to change my attitude
And i will
For the new week
I will do better
Let's looking forward!
One week had gone
What did i do?
Used to ask myself everyday
Just want to make sure i didnt waste the time on doing nothing
However i always do
Where did the time gone?
What is my new targets for this year?
Oh ya
I remember!
I want to learn in working, as much as i could
But I did fell to sleep when reading those statements
I want to save money
But my salary isnt that good
I want to buy a secondhand car
...etc
Okay Okay
Let's settle it one by one
About the working part, I have faith that I can do better
Salary?
I am not the boss
But you choose the work, you have to give her respect
Is not good to argue the salary because you know nothing of this field
Secondhand car...
Will consider it again after CNY
After one week working
I found one thing that wasnt that good to work with family
As you know the person so well
As they are your family
You treat them different from the others
In the last week
I cant treat mom as a boss
I didnt give her the right respect
Which i felt sorry to her
My friend told me to ask for better paid as i work with family
I was thinking the same too and agreed with her
But when i considered it in a 'boss and worker' way
I know that i shouldnt ask for too much
As normal people will not do that
As i wont do that to the boss who offer me a job
Is not right to require so much
So ya
I know i have to change my attitude
And i will
For the new week
I will do better
Let's looking forward!
To miao
Be strong Miao, you will meet a better one
I can imagine how you feel
When you so used to with someone
When you struggle to be with the someone
When you share the happy and sad parts with someone
When you make a place for someone in your heart
When you sacrified for someone
And the one finally have to leave you
The feeling is torturing
However
One day
You will cross over it
Be strong, just like the stone i gave you ^^
I can imagine how you feel
When you so used to with someone
When you struggle to be with the someone
When you share the happy and sad parts with someone
When you make a place for someone in your heart
When you sacrified for someone
And the one finally have to leave you
The feeling is torturing
However
One day
You will cross over it
Be strong, just like the stone i gave you ^^
Friday, January 16, 2009
不见夜生活
讨厌全天下的坏人
剥夺了我的夜生活
只是一场电影
没什么大不了
这样安慰自己能平复吗
不可以
有好久没有到电影院看电影了
什么只是一场电影
好生气好生气
治安不好又不是一天两天的问题
没有一天不发生
难道我就不用出门了吗
没有道理！
深呼吸。。。
看看你的钱包
想想你的目标
不过一场电影而已
可以替你省钱
OK
Fine
I won't go out tonight
For my target
Not because your unacceptable logic!
That's so bullshit!
My life gone
My night life gone too
Why i so insist to come back?
Im so doubt now
Maybe i should stay at New Zealand
At least i won't lose too much of myself
At least it won't drive me crazy
I work
And i back to home
And i can't go out
What the life is that?
You are fine with that
I am telling you that I am not
I am not you
And I am serious
Stop pushing your theory on me
It does not work
Definately Not Alrignt
Now i found that this could affect my decision
I was still not giving up even i couldnt find a better job
Even i couldnt save alot
But if you're trying to extremely makeover my life
You better not try
Is it mean that my Cinderella Story is continuing?
A new Chapter begins?
剥夺了我的夜生活
只是一场电影
没什么大不了
这样安慰自己能平复吗
不可以
有好久没有到电影院看电影了
什么只是一场电影
好生气好生气
治安不好又不是一天两天的问题
没有一天不发生
难道我就不用出门了吗
没有道理！
深呼吸。。。
看看你的钱包
想想你的目标
不过一场电影而已
可以替你省钱
OK
Fine
I won't go out tonight
For my target
Not because your unacceptable logic!
That's so bullshit!
My life gone
My night life gone too
Why i so insist to come back?
Im so doubt now
Maybe i should stay at New Zealand
At least i won't lose too much of myself
At least it won't drive me crazy
I work
And i back to home
And i can't go out
What the life is that?
You are fine with that
I am telling you that I am not
I am not you
And I am serious
Stop pushing your theory on me
It does not work
Definately Not Alrignt
Now i found that this could affect my decision
I was still not giving up even i couldnt find a better job
Even i couldnt save alot
But if you're trying to extremely makeover my life
You better not try
Is it mean that my Cinderella Story is continuing?
A new Chapter begins?
生活
忙不完的收拾
搬出一箱箱的沉重回忆
好的。。
坏的。。没有留下
一大堆的照片
一大堆忘记还是懒惰回的信件
一大堆的小纸条
还有一大堆的一大堆
岁月累积了什么？
岁月累积尘埃
回忆倒带
生活在我脑里
却感觉活在当时的生活里
多么深刻的回忆
这样的回忆
可以拥有多少
又可以累积多少
怎么办
我的脑很小
我的心很野
我的胃很宽
我想要的生活
我一定要争取到
过了N年以后
再回头看看
会是哪种感觉呢
开始有点期待
但又害怕受伤害
搬出一箱箱的沉重回忆
好的。。
坏的。。没有留下
一大堆的照片
一大堆忘记还是懒惰回的信件
一大堆的小纸条
还有一大堆的一大堆
岁月累积了什么？
岁月累积尘埃
回忆倒带
生活在我脑里
却感觉活在当时的生活里
多么深刻的回忆
这样的回忆
可以拥有多少
又可以累积多少
怎么办
我的脑很小
我的心很野
我的胃很宽
我想要的生活
我一定要争取到
过了N年以后
再回头看看
会是哪种感觉呢
开始有点期待
但又害怕受伤害
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
第一个工作天
印象中
每一份新工作的第一天
我都是傻傻的
傻傻的等
傻傻的学
傻傻的问
傻傻的听
傻傻的。。。
蓝领工的第一天都很累
而且很多东西学
因为你什么都不会
白领工的第一天却很闲
同事很难教你什么
因为你什么都不会
还不懂要的是什么
就见步行步
只要不停留或后退
什么都可以
第一个工作天
老实说
感觉无趣
每一份新工作的第一天
我都是傻傻的
傻傻的等
傻傻的学
傻傻的问
傻傻的听
傻傻的。。。
蓝领工的第一天都很累
而且很多东西学
因为你什么都不会
白领工的第一天却很闲
同事很难教你什么
因为你什么都不会
还不懂要的是什么
就见步行步
只要不停留或后退
什么都可以
第一个工作天
老实说
感觉无趣
Saturday, January 10, 2009
CInderella
I want to watch midnight's movie
I want to hang out with you guys
I want to go mamak at night
I want to meet my friends
I want to go out
But not now
Not lately
Not for the following weeks
I am the Cinderella
Oh maybe we can watch movie before dinner time?
Oh maybe we can hang out at afternoon?
Oh maybe we can go mamak for dinner but not supper?
Oh maybe we can meet up for breakfast?
Oh maybe i still can go out?
Then i won't have to be the Cinderella anymore?
No ..
It just not gonna happen
Who knows?
Well,
I know
I want to hang out with you guys
I want to go mamak at night
I want to meet my friends
I want to go out
But not now
Not lately
Not for the following weeks
I am the Cinderella
Oh maybe we can watch movie before dinner time?
Oh maybe we can hang out at afternoon?
Oh maybe we can go mamak for dinner but not supper?
Oh maybe we can meet up for breakfast?
Oh maybe i still can go out?
Then i won't have to be the Cinderella anymore?
No ..
It just not gonna happen
Who knows?
Well,
I know
Friday, January 9, 2009
What else can i do?
Wake up
Breakfast
News papers
Chores
Lunch
Movies
Books
Dinner
Online
Bath
Newspapers
Books
Sleep
One day and another day
Everyday is just the same process
What else can i do
Like a 'free'man
Is not what i want
Oh ..
I must have done something good
Let me think
...
I cleaned up the mess
Threw all the unwanted rubbishs
Decorated the house (and my room of course)
Prepare dinner (sometimes)
Serve the fruits
All is just little things but could make the home different
Still, i want to affect them more
However, is better to take a slow step than make it hurry
My family couldn't accept my idea
OKay
I will slow down the speed
But i really sick of wasting time
You know everyday is so important to me
And i only can stay at home
Doing nothing
Come on
I need my life
I am not the little girl anymore
I grew up
And you saw it, you knew it
Can you just take the fact
Treat me as an adult
I know more than you think
Let me be myself
Let me to start my life
The life i want
Not they life you plan for me
Breakfast
News papers
Chores
Lunch
Movies
Books
Dinner
Online
Bath
Newspapers
Books
Sleep
One day and another day
Everyday is just the same process
What else can i do
Like a 'free'man
Is not what i want
Oh ..
I must have done something good
Let me think
...
I cleaned up the mess
Threw all the unwanted rubbishs
Decorated the house (and my room of course)
Prepare dinner (sometimes)
Serve the fruits
All is just little things but could make the home different
Still, i want to affect them more
However, is better to take a slow step than make it hurry
My family couldn't accept my idea
OKay
I will slow down the speed
But i really sick of wasting time
You know everyday is so important to me
And i only can stay at home
Doing nothing
Come on
I need my life
I am not the little girl anymore
I grew up
And you saw it, you knew it
Can you just take the fact
Treat me as an adult
I know more than you think
Let me be myself
Let me to start my life
The life i want
Not they life you plan for me
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Monday, January 5, 2009
玻璃杯
还是很在意
我的玻璃杯碎了
不是一个
仅有的两个玻璃杯都碎了
心更碎
特地海运回来
一个在中途就碎了
另一个今天也弄破了
伤心
不是不觉都用了大半年
喜欢
茶
咖啡
果汁
酒精饮料
水
在透明的玻璃杯里转
清楚得令人安心
都结束了
我的玻璃杯碎了
不是一个
仅有的两个玻璃杯都碎了
心更碎
特地海运回来
一个在中途就碎了
另一个今天也弄破了
伤心
不是不觉都用了大半年
喜欢
茶
咖啡
果汁
酒精饮料
水
在透明的玻璃杯里转
清楚得令人安心
都结束了
Sunday, January 4, 2009
肉骨茶
小时候
每个礼拜都会吃肉骨茶
没办法
爸爸的最爱
虽然我们也很爱吃
可是每一个礼拜
同一个档口
从小吃到大
有时候都会觉得怕
今天
也去吃肉骨茶
这一次轮到弟受不了
哈哈
可是我很久没吃了
有点怀念
这一档肉骨茶
从A点迁至B点
这么多年了
食物的味道还是和以前的一样
没有变
吃着吃着
就会有小时候的感觉
虽然没有什么记得的画面
可是那感觉
真的很特别
每个礼拜都会吃肉骨茶
没办法
爸爸的最爱
虽然我们也很爱吃
可是每一个礼拜
同一个档口
从小吃到大
有时候都会觉得怕
今天
也去吃肉骨茶
这一次轮到弟受不了
哈哈
可是我很久没吃了
有点怀念
这一档肉骨茶
从A点迁至B点
这么多年了
食物的味道还是和以前的一样
没有变
吃着吃着
就会有小时候的感觉
虽然没有什么记得的画面
可是那感觉
真的很特别
游戏
哥
如果自闭是你的游戏
那么你赢了
如果不是
是不是可以马上停止
要怎样学会
和你说话的方式
小时候
我们四个人
常常玩MONOPOLY
弟总是不可以输
如果他必须‘经过’你的土地
那么他也‘必须’眼红流泪
然后游戏也不用继续了
每一次
我都不可以不笑
输的只是游戏中的钱
就算是现实生活
钱是可以再赚回来的
但是时间却不可以 哥
哥
好像很久很久没有这么叫你了
也不是每一天都可以看见你
家真的有那么大吗
游戏人生
人生如戏
每一个人都有过去
每一个人都有秘密
可以不过问
可以不在意
却不可以不关心现在的你
那种无助的心情
很折磨
如果自闭是你的游戏
那么你赢了
如果不是
是不是可以马上停止
要怎样学会
和你说话的方式
小时候
我们四个人
常常玩MONOPOLY
弟总是不可以输
如果他必须‘经过’你的土地
那么他也‘必须’眼红流泪
然后游戏也不用继续了
每一次
我都不可以不笑
输的只是游戏中的钱
就算是现实生活
钱是可以再赚回来的
但是时间却不可以 哥
哥
好像很久很久没有这么叫你了
也不是每一天都可以看见你
家真的有那么大吗
游戏人生
人生如戏
每一个人都有过去
每一个人都有秘密
可以不过问
可以不在意
却不可以不关心现在的你
那种无助的心情
很折磨
Saturday, January 3, 2009
雨伞
我有一把淡紫色的雨伞
很美丽
可是我不喜欢使用雨伞
很想拥有一把透明的雨伞
那么雨天的时候
就可以看见雨滴滴答滴答地打在雨伞上的形状
一定很美丽
然而却一直都找不到那种透明的雨伞
反而渐渐喜欢上被雨淋湿的感觉
有人说
被天空下起的第一滴雨水滴到鼻子的人会遇见幸福
所以每当下雨
我都会很自然的抬起头
在悉尼的某一个雨天
没有撑伞的我穿着紫色的外套
看着人来人往与黑色雨伞
雨一直下
我却没有停下脚步
那个穿着小洋装的女生有一把彩虹雨伞
金头发的小帅哥穿着很炫的青蛙雨衣
年轻爸爸撑着大雨伞为妈妈和辫子女孩挡雨
雨继续下
没有人停下脚步
很美丽
可是我不喜欢使用雨伞
很想拥有一把透明的雨伞
那么雨天的时候
就可以看见雨滴滴答滴答地打在雨伞上的形状
一定很美丽
然而却一直都找不到那种透明的雨伞
反而渐渐喜欢上被雨淋湿的感觉
有人说
被天空下起的第一滴雨水滴到鼻子的人会遇见幸福
所以每当下雨
我都会很自然的抬起头
在悉尼的某一个雨天
没有撑伞的我穿着紫色的外套
看着人来人往与黑色雨伞
雨一直下
我却没有停下脚步
那个穿着小洋装的女生有一把彩虹雨伞
金头发的小帅哥穿着很炫的青蛙雨衣
年轻爸爸撑着大雨伞为妈妈和辫子女孩挡雨
雨继续下
没有人停下脚步
Friday, January 2, 2009
海水的温度
踏在PortDickson的海滩上
温热的海水沾湿我的脚
让我怀念起Wellington的海
冰凉透彻
海水的温度
让人情不自禁的沦陷
没有选择
回忆是最美丽
也是最悲哀的
往事真的不堪回首吗
分不清是活在过去还是活在当下
偶尔还是会被混淆
或许是现在的生活不够忙碌
习惯的拍几张
在沙滩上画下足迹
而不同的是
多了朋友们的背影
也是完美
温热的海水沾湿我的脚
让我怀念起Wellington的海
冰凉透彻
海水的温度
让人情不自禁的沦陷
没有选择
回忆是最美丽
也是最悲哀的
往事真的不堪回首吗
分不清是活在过去还是活在当下
偶尔还是会被混淆
或许是现在的生活不够忙碌
习惯的拍几张
在沙滩上画下足迹
而不同的是
多了朋友们的背影
也是完美
旅行
要我不旅行
那是不可能的
有时我看着游记
心就会有点酸
翻看以前留下的旅游杂志
一度想把自己 cut and paste 在蓝与白的希腊里
你明白那种感觉吗
多么渴望的旅行
海水的温度
海浪的声音
暗夜的海
我躺在细细的沙滩
夜的黑让星更闪亮
重复听着同一首歌曲
让海风把我淹没
痛快的沦陷
山上的小屋
恩爱的老夫妇
藤椅在小花园
吸引了手中的书
被发现了
他们亲切的向你挥手
我期待着30年以后
路边的咖啡座
情侣在依偎
Flat White and Hot Chocolate
一苦一甜
也是完美的配搭
一个人游走
一杯Latte
或一杯Irish Coffee
偶尔想念棉花糖
点一杯Mochacinno来陶醉
一只猫的明信片
想起backpacker那个爱猫的reception girl
在路边徘徊的肥猫
常常偷渡来我家的黑猫
布告栏上悬赏500 bucks的波斯猫
朋友家有一只和我同名的猫
是不是有时候
我们也可以交换一下生活
让我体会一下慵懒
一直在感觉里游走
有种寂寞的感伤
却还是会选择一个人旅行
春天 要看一整片山的薰衣草
夏天 的左手握着冰凉的ice creme brulee 右手是最爱pistachio icecream
秋天 暗红色的落叶一地 我要坐在公园的木椅
冬天 下雪 泡温泉 再来一个泡菜锅和一堆的冰啤酒
我可以不需要你的陪伴
但我一定要旅行
那是不可能的
有时我看着游记
心就会有点酸
翻看以前留下的旅游杂志
一度想把自己 cut and paste 在蓝与白的希腊里
你明白那种感觉吗
多么渴望的旅行
海水的温度
海浪的声音
暗夜的海
我躺在细细的沙滩
夜的黑让星更闪亮
重复听着同一首歌曲
让海风把我淹没
痛快的沦陷
山上的小屋
恩爱的老夫妇
藤椅在小花园
吸引了手中的书
被发现了
他们亲切的向你挥手
我期待着30年以后
路边的咖啡座
情侣在依偎
Flat White and Hot Chocolate
一苦一甜
也是完美的配搭
一个人游走
一杯Latte
或一杯Irish Coffee
偶尔想念棉花糖
点一杯Mochacinno来陶醉
一只猫的明信片
想起backpacker那个爱猫的reception girl
在路边徘徊的肥猫
常常偷渡来我家的黑猫
布告栏上悬赏500 bucks的波斯猫
朋友家有一只和我同名的猫
是不是有时候
我们也可以交换一下生活
让我体会一下慵懒
一直在感觉里游走
有种寂寞的感伤
却还是会选择一个人旅行
春天 要看一整片山的薰衣草
夏天 的左手握着冰凉的ice creme brulee 右手是最爱pistachio icecream
秋天 暗红色的落叶一地 我要坐在公园的木椅
冬天 下雪 泡温泉 再来一个泡菜锅和一堆的冰啤酒
我可以不需要你的陪伴
但我一定要旅行
新一页
新的一年
新的一天
叙写新的一页
请给我一页。自由。
常常上网和陌生人聊天
可以和一个不认识的人
分享很多事情
但是我不会想和他见面
因为曝光自己以后的我
太脆弱了
前方
还有没有蓝色大门
下午一点三十分
天空渐渐下起绵绵细雨
一年后
三年后
五年后的我
会是怎样
以前都不会想的问题
觉得计划跟不上变化
到现在还是一样
而且更加的相信
冥冥中一切早有注定
我们都只是一颗棋子
一株小草
随风飘逸
偶尔划出优美弧线
自我陶醉
为了渺小梦想
可以很坚持
却也很脆弱
会变成什么样子
不会刻意地去想
因为不觉得这个很重要
只要
在过程中
我还是我
后来
等待的绝对不会是失望
只要是有梦想
无论
什么年
那一天
都没有分别
因为每一天都会是幸福的
我没有很期待未来
我期待的是现在
新的冒险又开始了
新的一天
叙写新的一页
请给我一页。自由。
常常上网和陌生人聊天
可以和一个不认识的人
分享很多事情
但是我不会想和他见面
因为曝光自己以后的我
太脆弱了
前方
还有没有蓝色大门
下午一点三十分
天空渐渐下起绵绵细雨
一年后
三年后
五年后的我
会是怎样
以前都不会想的问题
觉得计划跟不上变化
到现在还是一样
而且更加的相信
冥冥中一切早有注定
我们都只是一颗棋子
一株小草
随风飘逸
偶尔划出优美弧线
自我陶醉
为了渺小梦想
可以很坚持
却也很脆弱
会变成什么样子
不会刻意地去想
因为不觉得这个很重要
只要
在过程中
我还是我
后来
等待的绝对不会是失望
只要是有梦想
无论
什么年
那一天
都没有分别
因为每一天都会是幸福的
我没有很期待未来
我期待的是现在
新的冒险又开始了
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