Friday, November 27, 2009

What a day.

We just have a odd day. That's is all.

Should I cry or be thankful that at least nothing worse happened to us?
Bad day is good day.
I don't know how to handle this feeling.
I wish to stop thinking of that event, but the brain do it for me.
I thought I had slept for a long while, when I opened my eyes, it just passed 3 hours.
A dream will gone, a truth will keep forever.

A bad day, started from the morning, finger got hurted by the paper box, bleeding, I thought bad luck had gone. Maybe, not enough.

Anyway, I love you all. May the Guardian Angels watch closer on us.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Stand up from your falling point.

Starting to afraid when Natalie called my name.

Moon
That's normal, nothing happen.
Moon Moon
Twice, that's not normal, something must happen.
Moon Moon Moon...
Which mean, Oh My God.
Something big must happen. I must done terrible mistakes.

When can this Name Game over? I do not enjoy. >.<

Soldier, stand up and revenge. You could fix the mistake, you could do it better.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

間違います

What a terrible mistake? I repeat it 2 months. Oh my god, how can I be so careless. Didn't double check for the customer's name. That was my fault at all, no wonder it didn't show at the Aged Trial Balance. How come I didn't realise it before? I am sad of my performance. Do you think I still can get the bonus? I think I will die in the appraisal, before the bonus.

Went to bank for remittances, also to help Natalie to bank in a cheque for credit card payment. You know how silly I am? I never do a cheque payment for credit card at the machine. I used to do it online ~.~ Then when i try to put the account number, the machine showed that wrong account number. What the ~~~~, how come? I have no idea. Then I call to Natalie for help. Somehow... an Indian helped me to proceed the cheque. I didn't ask him for helping, just... When he saw me tried so many times after, he offered to help. >.<

Back to office, I start to feel blur. colleage asked me to check for exchange rate. I don't understand what she said at first, and asked her, what is that? Hahaha... Oh my god, how to turn it to a joke? 'Tadi Kita channel tak sama, hahaha... haha...' ... =.="

Sleepy... Good night.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Is weekend.

Bookshop and Fashion Shop, which one you choose?
I will say bookshop for sure.

Went to Kinokuniya, very magic you know. I wanted to find some information for Bangkok trip. When I get there, I saw the Backpacking in Bangkok at the display bookshelf. The one I need. It is right there waiting for me. I don't have to go and search from the bulk of travelling guide. This book has everything I want. Transport, hotels, place of interest, restaurant... etc. How lucky I am ^^

Also, found this baking recipe. Different cheese cakes, what a good dessert for Christmas' potluck party! Do you like Mocha Marble Cheese Cake? This one looks really nice, I gonna try it.

Next weekend gonna be great weekend. I will prepare reading book , sketchbook, notebook and a good good mood. So guys, do allow me to have few private hours. Will get back to you guys after. I am looking forward, but not so. One friend ever told me this, no hope no disappointed. Even I want to rely on you guys, just can't risk my fragile heart.

Friday, after work, that is my weekend starts. So in the relaxing mood, I got off from the office very ontime, took the monorail and KTM, very smooth, with no delay. Little raining day didnt stop my step, I walked back to home, happily. Cooked a western style dinner, enjoyed it with little brother. Took a hot bath and a bucket of hot water, gonna give my sore legs a spa treatment. On the TV, The Scorpion King is showing, just right. Enjoying the good time.

THEN, your message in, you wanted me to search a school contact number. I thought it is you want to know this, alright, I willing to do this for you. But when I found it is your boss wants to know it. OH OH OH... Timing is wrong, so wrong. To be honest, I felt so interrupt, when I knew I was helping your boss. Well, not exactly helping your boss. It is your business, just you asked at the wrong timing. I really pissed off. Weekend, is meant WEEKEND for me. I take it very serious. No work, and no work related at all. Not even a thought. I dont want to bother any, not to say other ppl's boss. And guess what I do next? I turn off my handphone. Enjoy the weekend.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

I Believe

才剛發現去Bukit Bintang的巴士
就看見佈告欄上暫停服務的告示
我的幸還是不幸

Anyway... I do prefer to take monorail. Every early morning, waiting for the monorail to come. Get into the train, grab a seat. The monorail is moving forward, the sunlight is shining in the train. Golden light, give me energy to fight for the day. A better day has began. Can't hide the happiness and excitement when I thinking of this. Like the life is blossom.

Went to bank, 2 banks, was a little bit not willing to go, but i met you. You were talking with your colleages, I guess, when I walked pass you. Is it the coincidence, you suddenly looked at my side, so I could see your face. I was shocked, but didn't stop my step, you are good looking, very handsome man. I am still thinking of you when I walking.

Is it destiny? or just a coincidence? I believe destiny. If I would take the cab to bank, I wouldn't meet you. If I went just after the break, I can't see you outside the building.

讓我遇見你, 在那天來臨以前, 那個連冰山都會融化的笑容

就是今天, 我遇見了你, 是一種奇跡, 也是命中註定

那張便條紙, 從開始這份新工作, 就貼在電腦前
每一天, 我都看它無數遍, 這就是Law of Attraction

明天就把便條紙換掉

我們還會再次遇上, 無數次
我們的故事, 未完...待續...

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Luck?

Nothing bad has happened, which mean I am lucky these days.

So far, I am still in luck. Natalie said will have appraisal with me on mid December, which remind me an important thing! I still have to work more on the relationship between other colleages. I am too focus on the performance on work, though, I still have to put more effort on it. However, both will take in count at the appraisal. I should not forget and do something on it, as, still have time. Right?

Work is catching up good, I will say. I should have be more responsible and reliable.
Wasurenai yo.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Monthly Meeting

Take a hot shower, take a deep breathe, recall the soul and we will have a meeting later.

Coffee or Tea? Water please.

Okay. Here we go again.

Siang said, after the toll, we are half an hour away from the bus terminal. I know this trip gonna be awesome before it starts. How I know it? I got the feeling, I just know it.

Read Ah-Shin's book, stop and stare to the outside view. Wishes time could stop at the sweetest memory. My mind was spinning fast in the rest of the half an hour journey. So soon it will come to one year. I gonna do something in the First Anniversary. Let's have fun on that day. I said to myself, silently.

Don't be afraid, baby. Everything happen for a reason, no pain no gain.

Eating eating and eating, from lunch to high tea and the dinner. Chao Kiuh Teo is special, first times i tried it with the otak. Otak is nice. Haha. Elephant cafe, I have the free latte. Coffee is nice but I can make nicer coffee. Can't ask for the same taste and quality as in Welly, the coffee beans is different, the milk is different. When can I have my own cafe? Very soon when or very far when? Dinner in Little, very nice homestyle restaurant. I like it most. Next times still wanna come there, but prefer at 3 o'clock. Why? because the coffe is half price during high tea time. Their coffee looks nice from the Menu. >.< Why wait?

What activity after dinner? Do I really have to tell? I bet you can guess what is next. Yes, drinking weekend. Social is really social, like the atmosphere, the jazz music, the light and the cute Perryman. And the most important is, this times is free of charges, thanks for the fellow who paid the bill. You make me wanna come again.

Next day, we woke up kind early. But be frankly, I was exhausted after noon, my system was automatically shut down. Barely can maintain the eyes open. Soul already gone out of the body, mind is blur. No one notices it, right? I hope...

We bring the rain to Muar. When we arrived, that noon was raining. Back to city, we were stucked in the traffic, that was an unpleasant time, and the rain is still continuing. We bring the rain back to KL. And today, you came again, from the break time, until I finished work.

I promise you, I will do better, days by days. Need not to say, you will see the different. As I promise you.

Don't ask what you can get in the future.
Do concern on the current, what can you improve, and what you are able to do.
With the time you have, the chance that surrounding you.
Feel it, explore it.
Gonna experience the perfect life.
Fighting~ to Moon.

There you are.

右眼跳是好事情
左眼跳也是好事情

And there you gone again.

沒有什麼
就只是這樣而已

Call my name, you said.
Run Forest Run, I replied.
Be the runner, be the winner.

Last week, I rushed to finish the work. But it hasn't finished. Anyhow, I managed to meet you ontime, left the tasks till today. Felt like working in the battlefield. Today is not a lucky day. Wanna save this stupid RM1.10, I waited for the bus more than half hours. And guess what? the bus didn't come, I moved myself to Monorail station. Then I couldn't found the value store card, great! Bad thing doesn't come alone.

Rushing the payment whole day, only took 15 minutes break.

I called to the paper supplier, she turned me around to other ppl, wasting my time, great! After I settle all the payment, we will meet again. I gonna call and attention to find you only. You thought I don't know what you think in your mind when you talking to me. Your manner showed. Bad customer service.

Like the ticket conductor in the KTM station, always pretend like don't aware of customer waiting to buy ticket. You thought I will not ask again? Even I can issue ticket on the other side, I rather to bother you. Where our money gone? Invest to the rubbish like you? You are bad, I can act more bad than you.

For those ppl trying or tried to bully me. Open your eyes wide and watch out. I gonna fight back. Don't think that you can ignore me. I gonna revenge and give you a hard time. You will see.

I don't got the feeling, but I want this week be a good good week.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

一個旅程

你知道伊朗人怎麼喝奶茶的嗎?
他們把方塊糖放入嘴裡再配上一口奶茶
不像我們的習慣
把糖放入奶茶中混合攪拌
每一個不同的國度
就算是單單一杯簡單的奶茶
喝法也不平凡
小小的世界
好值得探險

一趟旅途
好久不見的朋友

一段不停在想的車程
在2010以前
能夠堆砌到的生活
一個月後
兩個月後
半年後
一年後
兩年後
三年後...

幼晶郵寄了一本書給我
不太意外的禮物
我有一種感覺
就是這本書
從回來到現在我都沒有放過任何一個進過的書店
可是都找不到這本書
打開包裹
真的是它
還是我常借的那本書

這是我這一輩子
珍惜與感動的第一名

11:11是一個魔幻的時刻與日子
許一個願望
它一定會實現

我的華麗的冒險 浪漫的逃亡
逐步進階

Tomorrow is a different day
Fighting~

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

生氣不下

才怪!!!
又吵架了!

連幾個短短的字都還沒有打完
故事就改變了
不知道為什麼這麼難溝通

人生阿人生
一個人牽着一個人
一個人拖累一個人
漣漪一圈又一圈

還是流浪比較適合我
安排好的人生不是我的
也別想牽制我
沒有什麼捨不得

和你說話很累
這種不是挑戰
這樣的相處方式我吃不消
既然不相信
沒有信心
那就算了吧
何必勉強自己
你可以走你的路
我闖我的天下
漸漸我們可以漸行漸遠
你就可以不用想太多了
這樣的安排你滿意嗎?

繼續你的多疑和無畏的顧慮

我不生氣
只是負氣

Run Baby Run

I am tired after a talk with Mom... How could she so.... stubborn... Common sense seems not sense to her... She just believe everything has to be worried. Nothing will goes well... How can I change her mind. How can I explain this... CNY... You think people won't do business during CNY? Afraid of restaurant won't open? Then how the tour agent arranges the schedule for you?

Be smart!
And trust your daughter.

Can you do this?

Wait me Baby,
I wanna runaway too...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

今周要種野花

你們的幸福就是我的幸福
一直都是這麼想的

自己的都還沒有眉目
沒有關係
別人的幸福快樂
比較有關係
看來我真的很愛我的朋友們
還沒有找到主人的感情
先分給朋友分享

可是我也希望被人疼
Law of Attraction
很快
不久的將來
就會出現了
固執的相信
必然會出現

貪心
寬心
失去耐心
祇想好好地生活
靜靜地生活
沒有負擔
自由自在
愛與夢想
都可以擁有
多幸福的人生
撇開痛苦的時段不聽不看不談

今天我們又遇見了
交換快樂的時光
交換夢想
有一個朋友可以相處零負擔

新的一周
換上新的wallpaper
新的音樂
新的早餐食譜
新的午餐盒
久違了我的筷子
請多多指教

喜歡空服員的端莊與微笑
這個月的任務鎖定

新的目標
新的一頁. 自由

busy weekend ^^

If every weekend will be like this week. Life is gonna be busy, wonderful but tired...

I like it, but I don't get enough rest. So many activities until the end of the month. Anyway, this gonna be fun. Like has no take two, just enjoy it as much as you can, when you were young.

A hug is a gift one size fits all. D'fortune~ We found you. It is the first B.Y.O restaurant that I knew in Malaysia. How nice is it? We can bring our own wine to dinner and they don't have extra service charges.

Life must come first, things two. Don't let anyone stop you. I have to put this in my mind. Read it every morning. Where is the life? I can still painting. It is going on the right shape. I can feel, I can tell.

Well, next week gonna be busy and planning again. Let's rock it! xP

p/s: Run Baby Run