要把你也淘汰

看回過去記錄下來的日子
難過的感覺
很深很深

坐在書桌前
一抬頭 左上交十一點的方向
地圖大刺刺地寫着的英文字
有種酸酸的感覺

每隔一段時間就會冒出來感嘆的
是壞習慣
笑容突然停格 然後連話都說不出來
是懷習慣
一直重複聽着一首歌
是壞習慣
和周遭的人一起報怨
是壞習慣
每一天重複一樣的模式生存
是壞習慣

是壞習慣的
都要淘汰

那麼就有半個我要淘汰了
中毒很深

They just forget to love you back...

這麼容易就被打敗
那你活着是為了什麼?

意外
在眼前發生
我淡定地繞了過去
也不回頭望

事情每一天都在發生
不是麻木
不是厭倦

今天今天
期待一天的開始
一天的結束
但如果一天沒有什麼值得記下的時刻...

所以害怕
所以每一天都很努力地活着
意念可以很強
也會突然變得很弱

當有一天我不再溫柔
請記住
我也想要有人關心

One Tree Hill

Karen and Keith can't be together.
I feel so sad.

Everybody keeps secrets. Right?

七天後的一周前

已經不懂得如何揣摩
分不出應該還是不應該
到底有沒有在做對的事
對的事情指的又是什麼

只是有一種感覺
還不夠
付出的還遠遠不夠
改變的還遠遠不夠

這應該是可以相信的內心話
至少他不會說謊

一塌糊塗的夢
不停地在逃亡

Show me

And this times, silent is not the way to solve the problem. And you knew it.

You face problems.
You deal with the problems.
But you do run away from most problems.
It will never end until you do something on it.
Get it?

Nobody offers to help and nobody can help.
It is just you.
Since when the world become so dark?
Since when it starts to lose the colour?
Since when you don't talk with yourself anymore.

Things are falling apart.
Mean it is not the end yet.
Miao said i will get payback after all the effort i put on.
It is just the matter of time.
I sincerely believe on it.

Watch me

'


I am not a problem maker.
I am not a problem fixer.
I am not both.

I am perfect.

Hate that I miss it so much.
Everyday everything is getting clear enough that nothing can be changed, but your heart.
How you feel and what you do can make a different.
But when i realized it, i found there is no courage left over.
To whom i fight for?

Walking from KTM Station to Monorail Station.
Memory distrubing me.
All this, go away from me.
Don't ruin my morning mood.
For the sudden, i don't know who am i, what i am doing...
What role are you playing?
Just for the sudden.

Pick up the broken part.
Gather it and live again.

That is only you can do.

Complicated

'


Not that shoes
Not that shirt
Not that make-up

Not that me
Who you wanna be?

It is complicated.
It was complicated.

I wanna be free

'


每一天的早晨都不一樣
你說這天想什麼?
我看見一隻烏龜
慢慢地劃過天
一步一步

所以你找到了她
我也要找一個他

Echoes of the rainbow
讓我想起那邊的彩虹
美麗的天空
美麗的夢

說過了
要加油的

星期六的下午

你看你也可以很厲害

今天連看兩場電影
原本以為可以有個半小時休息時間
原來沒有
可是看得很開心
一個人過也很開心
以前在那裡生活開心
現在有心的話 可以找到開心

歲月神偷真的很好看

歲月偷了我的東西
我也很聰明
我也偷偷藏了一些東西

等價交換嘛

今天真的很開心
很久沒有的自在與自信
多久了?
大概一年半前是垂手可得的
幸福可以來的簡單
卻很難抓牢

魚的記憶只有短短的幾秒鐘
我不羨慕它
一些東西會記著一輩子的
有些東西我真的不想忘記

The day before storm coming

'


Baby, you are 25 minutes too late.
Okay, even the storm has came, there must be something I can do to fix the situation.

When you decided to fight, there are always problem waiting for you.
And for me as well.

There is always not enough.
Time, not enough.
Rest, not enough.
Smile, not enough.
Luck, not enough.
Love, not enough.

Rental Magic.
I want to borrow those things above.

Don't we have a deal?

越夜越黑

'


沒有人分享
再精彩的一天也會隨着日月消失

沒有說習慣了沒有你的日子
沒有什麼大起大跌的快樂與悲傷
有那麼幾個充其量的計劃
卻沒有什麼衝勁與行動

生命靜靜地消失的同時
靈魂也跟着變輕

一開始就感覺遙遠
怎麼現在感覺更加真實
越夜越清醒的頭腦
加深痛苦

我決定了
要任性的過
不顧一切地任性
誰也不要阻止我

比最好還要好的是什麼?

'




用一天的時間趕完所有的報告
八點半上班
九點半就開始激烈地打戰
腦細胞淘汰得太快
等不及午休的時間

終于
上半場結束
繼續讀One Tree Hill
那網頁一直沒關
像那一扇打開的天窗
提醒着我 提醒着我

錯得不應該
沒話好說

不知不覺就半年過去了
一眨眼一年半就這麼過去了

如果回憶很長
過去的日子應該很充實
有很多值得記念的感覺,情節
那麼'一眨眼一年半就這麼過去了'
絕對不是一句稱讚的話語
說出口也覺得心裡酸酸的
比365天還要多50%的時間裡
能抓住的這麼少
怎麼會這麼少

五月天的行程表
每一天每一刻都在跑
是我付出的太少
等價交換
我要和你做一個交易
我們等價交換 好不好

Just want to say.

What make you want to study again?
For the piece of paper? or the knowledge?
When you lost, you might choose the wrong path.
I don't blame you for this.
Everyone faces the hard time in life.
I am willing to stay by your side, to fight with you.

There are more than one way to get you to the point.
Rome doesn't build in one day. No short-path to succeed.
See the big picture, not the black ink point.
Focus, but focus to the main issue.
If you truely wanted to solve the problem, cut off the roof.

For the suggestion I had told too many times, I won't repeat again.
Like it or not, it is all depends on you.
People are trying to help.
The only person can make the decision is you.

Good luck.

人間四月

那些送出去的畫到底怎麼了
被掛在牆上
被小心翼翼地收藏在抽屜的深處
不想知道
更害怕知道

四月是愚人的月
被阿信作弄了
卻還是很開心
終于讓我遇上
預言像真的一樣
我相信
Among the lucky, you are the choosen one.

有時候
愚人是最快樂的
可以過平凡的生活不是你想像中的枯燥乏味
而是幸福的終站