Stick with the plan

I do not drink any coffe this week.

And I went to Mid Valley straight after breakfast, as my plan. There is a wedding show at the exhibition hall. Guess what? I so wanted to share this with someone, who used to be miao and the others. And now, I can only scream into my heart. OH LOOK! THERE IS A WEDDING EXHIBITOIN! How great is that... And end up the story.

Is not I cant tell to anyone. When I sent a message, I expect of a reply. Like I am asking you to watch a movie, you have three options. Yes, No, or Not sure yet, tell you later. However you guys always give me the reply i hate most - NO REPLY. I wont be silly to ask you again. That's hurt me to waiting for something nothing. I felt mad, angry, disrespect, and the most I felt so sad. I dont know what to say because i dont want to say anything bad that might hurt anyone. That's alright. I will learn better next times. I told myself.

I can handle all this suck feelings but at that moment, i really hope to meet up with Thao, Khim, Miao or anyone who willing to listen. Just listen to me. I dont need a commend, just a listener, not more than that.

I planned to get there early and grab the free ticket to watch Hong Kong Festival's movies. However, i should pray to have ticket left for me before i came. Free things always gone fast. Somehow, i queue to buy The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.

One hour before the show, i grab a sit at the food court. Looking at the people. I do that every week in Welly, Reading Cinema. I am happy that i can still do the same thing here. Writing something on my book, of what i feel. I think of Tyne. I knew where she is, I have her number. So why wait? Send her a message! Or no... I should make a call to her. I owe her a call, i havent tell her i am back! My bad.

We talked for 10 minutes more, and made a plan to meet on next two weeks. I am so happy. Here you go! I found you! Tyne is a very special friend to me. She is funny and very funny. I am so looking forward to meet you.

Like to sit at the corner and looking at people. The family, the couples, the gang of friends, the workers, the babies.... But no handsome guys, what a pity!
Somehow, I feel alive! Love my weekend!