Runaway

Neighbour sent me an email of the recruitment of his company. That's so kind of him, but at the current i don't think of changing job. This morning, dad asked me about that. At first, i wanted to find outside job but you guys offered me a work. Now, you want me to try other companies.

It did bother me for the whole morning, I kept thinking of should I try or not. To adapt to a new situation is not easy. I just get used to the current, arrange all plans and love the life. And now, your word make me to re-think again. Is that what I want? Apart from the work, yes, i had made my life in the way I want it to be. After work, I can be myself, doing my things. On the weekend, that's even great. As enjoyable as the day in Welly. I can make it same same as before, just the surrounding is different. Environment is not my control.

Okay, it may worth a try. Just I am not ready for that. I want improvement, before i go for something big. To work in an International firm is my target, the reason I choose to back here. However, now is not the best timing yet. I still have more to learn before I take the big step.

Finally I manage a perfect schedule, I can fully utilize the time, and you suggest me to give it a go. I realized that I don't want a change now. I mean, I don't hate changing, I like challenging. BUT, at least let me enjoy this perfect schedule of life for a period. Then, I will. When the timing is right.

Thinking of working outside, I need a secondhand car. I will have less leisure time. I have to wake up very early. I have to spend money and time on make-up and dress up. I might have to work late. I can't take a nap during break time. I have to drive. I ... Runaway