man & god

that was the second times i went to mid valley since i back
first times was last week
with a gang of friends
oh
that was valentine day
kind of a gathering
that was very great
and we all have a good time together

and today
i went to there with my sister
we both have plan
cant remember when was the last time we went out together
i, was not like to hang out with her before
but it is better now

still okay we chat we share alot of fun
we separated when her friend came
then i shop by my own like i used to
that was great
for the little of time
i felt like i finally find back the feelings the confidence and more...

i shop
from the bottom to the top
from ground floor to the highest
to conclude
i like mid valley than other shopping centre
there are alot of nice restaurants to explore and try
i have spotted some of them
surely i will come again many times to try all

find the place that i can have a cup of coffee with a nice book
find a japanese restaurant that i am sure that my sister will like it
find alot of things that i cant list out all in a sudden

and last i stop at the borders
reading the book and waiting for my friends
to borders
you are the best bookshop to me
better than kinokuniya
better than mph
tidy and spacious
but the starbucks coffee has replaced the gloria jean's cafe
i really miss the gloria jean's very very much
this cant replace in my heart

to my friends
i am surprise that you guys are so on time this times
or im not that surprise
as you guys are always out of my expectation
somehow
i have found out the way to connect with you guys
years by years
times by times
better that the last times

we have a nice meal and nice talk
that is what i always want
we made it today
i am so glad
so glad
we share alot of opinions
we chat alot of different topics
i truely wish that we could do that every week
or even twice a month
that is different from we talk on the phone or msn

khim called to me today
yesterday when working
i heard our 906 room's song from the radio
I NEVER HAVE A DREAM COMES TRUE
we used to sing it during the exam period
we used to sing it out loud
that time was so far away but the memory keep it fresh like yesterday
at that moments
soul was out of my body and mind
i stopped the work
back to the 906 room
when the music stopped
i felt sadness
something is different could never come again
life dont have take two
life likes a movie
but it is not a movie
i am happy to hear from you
today is new zealand carnival
i were there last year
join the market the show the event
feel life when being part of it

sure that will have a hard time when you come to a new stage
like change to a new job or meet a new friend
it takes time to adpot

we went to an opera show
it names MAN & GOD
that is so meaningful and wonderful
i remember one word that the introducer said
THE IDEA IS TO LET YOU KNOW WHERE YOU ARE
when he showing the powerpoint the pictures the drawings on the scene
i keep absorting the new information
touched by the words
alot alot

when it is showing
i feel like my brain has been open wide
the feelings are strong and full
cant even explain it

bring it to the dream
tomorrow i will understand more
of what i want
and where i am

is that a coincidence?
i keep asking myself what i want where i am since i back
until now i cant figure out an answer
or an acceptable answer to pursue myself
i think i can find out something by this show
i think i will

life is always up and down
it drag you down and put you up again

that might be the law of attraction
the positive energy is coming back to me
as i want them to
i will get it

sometimes man is god
sometimes god is man

i am who i am