不能自拔

還說要逐漸把你淡忘掉
你一出現
我連Hello都忘了怎麼說
只會給你一個微笑的臉

結果我們又聊得很愉快
下一次 還會一樣嗎

終于找到你了

那一年 那一場滑雪之旅
學不會停止的下滑
把欄杆都沖破
差一點 就撞上大石塊了
事後覺得 怎麼這麼笨
笨人滑雪被雪欺
好幾次以為會滾成雪球

滾在滑雪場 不會變成雪球
那天的天氣很好
陽光很耀眼
有點 太溫暖了

直到現在都感覺到光束的熱

最後一次

哪一次還是最後的一次
大概是最後一次騙自己的哪一次吧

最重要的事情總是排在'今天必做'的小字條的第一行
沒有意外會是最後一個完成的事情
若有意外 明天它還是會排在'今天必做'的小字條的第一行

有幾通必須要打的電話
我一貫地拖
拖到再拖 同事就會找我開槍了
不知道為什麼
工作的時候不喜歡說話
講電話也不行
喜歡安靜 獨行

說過的話
這次是最後一次 沒有下次 才怪
好的習慣 壞的習慣
都對我不離不棄

好
我說的
這次 是最後一次

Raining cat and dog

It is raining heavily out there.
I have a very busy Saturday, with family.

Tomorrow I gonna spend some times with myself, only me.
Work been busy for a month ago, I kind of enjoying, I really learn alot from it.

Soon it will come to Chinese New Year holiday. I want a break, Bangkok will be a good place. I want to do thai massage.

I should start to think of the big plan on this year. A more clear schedule of what to do, what must do. Don't wanna do nothing come out with nothing again.

Tomorrow, I wanna watch 3D Avatar and shop for a good book.
The girl who takes train to work like me, she has a book to read every morning. I want to be like her. ^^ I used to do that. I just need a good book, then I can continue my journey.

And, I told myself that I don't need you. Indeed, I don't. I am busy enough, I don't have time for you.

What is the meaning of life? To live with your dream.

Turnover the leave.

When you are in down stage, you are potential to jump higher, if you not afraid of challenging.

I am not afraid.
Let you go so that I can set myself free.
I like to share the time with you, but not like now. It is too much.

Okie. So start by now. I will go back to my way.
So long my friend.

It is time, to turnover the leave.
Both sides deserve the sunshine.