Learnt to Accept

Di ..
I rather you said
'I know what should do, jie'
Than
'Thankyou, jie'

So?
The conclusion is?
From you,
Okay, now i know you really love her..
However,
Not everything can have a happy ending..
If she cant be the last you love..
Then move on please

Cut the pain
Is what you should do
It takes time
Fine
Just think of yourself
Listen to your own voice
Is that what you want?
Are you happy with the current?

Be who you can be
Not who you wish to be
Knowing what are your abilities
Don't let your life get over you
Live for your life

Why make yourself so hard?
You always have a better offer
Can't take more when your hand both full
Decide ..
Which is better for you?
Drop one down and take another one..
Always..
That's the rule of life

I do have a bit worry of the journey..
Hope everything will be fine
If not?
...
If not?
I should be able to take care of myself
No matter what will be happened?
Yes.
I am.

Always wish for the best
But plan for the worst

Not Sour >.<

Busy packing...
Yes
I know..
I am ready to go home..
I want to start a new life..
And I am looking forward on it
It might have a hard starting ..
Can predict this, as I totally in the life here..
Back to home is good
But it will be hard for me to adjust the life again

Khim, no worries
The one will come to us soon..
As they also waiting for so long to meet us
Right?
Haha

Today is my good day
I walked at the streets
Strangers gave me nice smile
I talked with Khim in front of the door
Stranger gave me flying kiss

>.<

Life couldn't be better
I wish that I can travel in the time
Then I can always back to the two and half years in this sweet land
And meet my friends
^^

I have a free Mocha Latte
Even the guy is new..
But he make good coffee

Today, is sunny day
Today, the berry not sour

A day..

Woke up in the rainny day..
Listened to the rain drop..
I don't wanna get out from the bed..

Get myself ready..
Stayed downstair waiting for the boxes delivery
I watched a funny movie called Good Luck Chuck.
If someone like him does exist..
Hmm..
Can i ask for his number?
Hahaha

As our plan
We went to Leuven Belgian Beer Cafe
Yes..
We ordered the mussels as main
One is cooked by lemongrass
One is curry cream taste
And we are so lucky because the buy one kilo get another one kilo deal is ended by today
So ya..
We also ordered the recommend wine.. Reisling
It tastes good
Of course, entre .. Fish cake .. not bad ..
And we have 3 different desserts !!
Hahaha
Eat so full and chat so happy

And..
Really thanks to Soung..
Thanks for the meal
Thanks for joing us tonight

And special thanks for Miao and Lydia
Love you guys so much
Gosh..
How can i live without you~ Miao~

Not sad of leaving ..

Thao gave me my birthday present
I didn't expect she bought me present
Thanks Thao
That was meaningful ^^

Leaving soon..
I shouldn't feel sad

what?

I met many good friends here
I have alot of sweet memories with them
I appreciated all
I have no regret
ya..

New life .. I am looking for
We are able to make our new life as good as current or even better
I am not afraid of changing
But I also wish to keep the current
Human is greedy
We want more that we could take

Walked back home..
Took steps slowly..
With my long shadow..
Contain the happiness in the whole day
I am alone ..
But I am not lonely ..

Jo texted me that she bought me present too
But why have to go Singapore on JAN 4 this date..
And to taste it?
TASTE it?
Something can eat? or can drink?

Haha

I really looking forward on it
Jo >.<

Battery LOW!!!

Went out since last day morning until now..

Haha..
Botanic Garden only have roses now..

I bought myself a strawberry bubble milk shake
And listening to people sing of MAMA MIA's songs
In the Withcoulls
At Reading Cinema

More and more like to take pictures of the things that surrounded me
People
Buildings
Events
Scenery
Streets
Sky
...
...
blar blar blar

The Christmas Parade is very nice
Too bad my camera battery is low..
Have no time to go back home and charge it..
So I Pray ..
Told the camera..
Please..
At least let me take this down first..
But it still die..
Okay..
I can use my cellphone
... what? battery low?
Please..
Can you die after this..
...

The more good things happened to me
The more i gonna miss this place..
And the more i hope to stay

But you only think of the good or those things you like..
You have to consider the bad sides too...
There is or there are ..
Something that you don't like at here..
Like the...
The weather..
The killing strong wind ..
...
The winter
...
Right?

Haha..
So stop thinking of IF
Look at what do you have now
And what do you face now

Battery Charging

I gonna charge abit energy too...

Warm Sweet Home

I really like your place
It is a warm sweet home

Small Tidy n Neat
Thanh invited me for dinner
With her boyfriend - Chris (German)

We supposed to meet at Uni Busstop
It has been long long time ago that i didn't go to Uni
Since i got the mailroom job?
Ya..

Well...
Is during Summer Holiday
Campus in instuction..

Then i was waiting for Thanh to pick me up
Then i was sitting on the stair..
Like a Uni student ...
Memories flash back ..
I close my eyes and enjoying the great time in my mind

I saw Thanh..
And I saw she is driving
This surprise me
Haha
I don't even know she can drive

She is flatting with her boyfriend now
How sweet >.<
I knew Thanh in Unistop
We used to work together
We used to make snadwiches together
And also the coffees..

We don't have chance to talk much ...
You know ..
Under the spying of Otti ..
We only know to work hard every second

And ..
Last time we hang out for lunch and chat
Felt so great
Like I found another good close friend
But sad too
As I will leave soon
So glad that we can met up

She prepared Lemon Glass Chicken and rice and Tofu Egg Tomato Soup
And Chris made the mango salad
Smart me brought Tea Jelly and Strawberries fo dessert

We chat
We eat
We play 1001
We watch movies

Everything like so nature
It feels so good
This is the life that I want
Which make me more sad to leave Wellington and my friends..

Thanks Thanh and Chris
I have a great time in your sweet place
^^

P/S: Now I know more about German Language..
haha..
It really very hard to learn ..

星期五檔案

整個世界的黑暗
都跑進我的房間

還是會寂寞
讓我認識
不知覺的迷上
陳綺貞

當時 中二的我
還不懂得寂寞

現在的我?

呃..
我們不談這個話題
xP

討厭..
Melody has an intermship at Auckland, Deloitte...
I red eyes her...
haha..
You really hope to find a good job?
But you are so lazy..
You deserved it
No work
No opportunity
Wash your ass and go back home!

Don't bother what people have
They work hard on it
And you?
You just relax and enjoying all the day
Not doing anything
what else you want to get from your life?
By not working on anything?

無聊的星期五
整整一個美好的下午
被你
一晃而過

請檢討三分鐘

第一個一分鐘
...
60秒
...
滴答滴答
...

好!
要出門了

謝謝Thanh約了我 ^^

P/S: To Mr. C..
I dont believe in NetLove
So.. Stop telling me that you love me
Blocked you also can't get away from you..
Sigh..
How many accounts you have?

離 別 不 感 傷

那時候的離別
沒有所謂的特別傷感
特別不舍
或許
我們都非常相信
還有下一次見面的機會
然後
就這樣的
過了一年又一年

We dont often email to each other
Laziness..
However, we know that we are enjoying our life
Even, I dont know what you had done
Or what are you new plans
Or what you are doing now
But one thing I know very clear is
You will never forget me
And I always keep you in my heart

I miss the days that studied with you
I miss the days that hang out with you
I miss the days that worked with you
I miss all the time with you

Sometimes
I thinking back of the day you left..
How come we can just say goodbye and turn back and left
And we just believe in our deepest heart that we gonna meet again
One day ..
And the day will come ..
No matter where are we now
No matter what are we busy now
We don't have to report
But when the day finally come
We will have endless topics to share

Thao

went out coffee with Thao ...
now i know her full name is really ...
interesting!

Thao's full name is 白香草
Bach ___ Thao..

haha

and ...
probably this is the last time i went to Gloria Jean's Cafe
We used to meet up there
Having a cup of coffee and chatting during our break time..
Her lectur break time and my lunch break

I like the coffee there more than Starbucks...
Starbucks.. i only like the green tea latte..
But here, the Irish Nut Cream and Creme Brulee are my favourites
Had my last Creme Brulee here, i forgot to take a picture..

We sharing like usual..
Laughing like usual..
And complaining like usual..

Poor Thao,
She got bit by some kind of fly
And have to see doctor..
So i went with her
Little careless thao..
Dont even sure which bus to take, where to stop, how to reach there
Luckily, we made urselves there
By asking people the way
Okay, at least now i know where is Adaline Road.

First time been to Wellington Medical Centre..
I was reading magazine and waiting for Thao
A little boy came in with his father..
Know what?
This little naughty boy .. fall down when playing ..
And kind like .. hurt his little brother ..
His father also not sure about that ..
He is quite .. embrassing when telling the nurse about that
Hahaha ..

Thao's leg is fine..
Just need to take some medicines
The doctor didn't say much ..
But the bill is quite expensive ..

We are close friend
I know ..
Close friend that can talk the deep in the heart
Can know each other by eyes
Can not talking in time we were together, but don't feel weird

太藍的天空讓人害怕.. 太藍的自己呢?

沒有揚不了的帆
沒有出不海的船
不退怯的決心
沒有到不了的地方

去..
哪裡都一樣

今天的天空
藍的讓人害怕
一朵雲都沒有
藍的..
太干淨了

P/S: He didn't deleted me..
Should be connection problems..
白傷心一場

對不起.. 我不應該在你需要陪伴的時候.. 缺席

在層出不窮的失誤中
受傷
失望
沮喪
口口聲聲地說着
放棄放棄
卻不是真的放棄
都喜歡說着氣話
讓自己心情平復
平復以後
還不是煩惱着解決方法

有一個小朋友
剛認識他的時候
發現他把自己緊緊的系在一個人的世界
不讓別人撞進來
偶爾寂寞
會找人聊聊天
命運的安排?
雖然他的思想有點太灰太黑
有點孩子氣
可還是聊得很投契

沒有認真的想過
卻誤大誤撞地走近他的世界
那裡不屬於我
半逃避的走了出來

然後現在
他把自己反鎖
拒絕去傾聽
世界以外的聲音...

這不是我的錯?
這不完全是我的錯
因為他身上的其中一把刀傷
是我捅的

我試着補救
然而他已經聽不到任何聲音了

感到傷心

一個朋友的墜落
我卻沒有辦法阻止
對不起..

遊走

挪威

有最漂亮的日出

有一個叫Flam的小鎮

人口不多

旅人喜歡到那裡騎腳踏車, 釣魚

或是到處走走

看日出, 日落

我也要去挪威

到處遊走

美好的一天

打開天窗
才發現陰陰的天氣
不適合出門

對面街
年輕爸爸握住小男孩的手
一步一步地
緩緩走下樓梯

As usual
我起床
感受房間裡的溫度
不舍的撥開溫暖的被

伸展全身
睜睜眼
醒醒腦

打開手提電腦

早晨沐浴
讓你精神一整天

路上的行人來來往往
他們臉上的自信
讓你不自覺的被染上

今天該穿什麼才好
倒數剩下的時間真的不少
我還沒有心理準備
然自己不同凡響

喝一口Latte
開始美好的一天
雖然只是包裝三和一咖啡
卻還是可以很幸福

沒錯
快樂是自找的

Moved on

No matter how life so hard to you
Should never give up
Because you have no chance to win by simply giving up
Indeed fighting until the last minute, you might be the winner

Like Wellington so much
But can't like the Windy..
I went to the harbour as usual
The wind blows my hair
I am feeling good

Want to go to the beach
Sit on the bench
And write something

The sunshine is strong
I didn't walk till that far
Pick a seat that under the tree so that i can get away from the hot sun burn
Watching people come, people go ..
I felt cold..
You can hide from the sunshine
but you cant hide from the cold wind

Wishes we could always be together, sisters

Yesterday was a long day to me

...
My last third Saturday in Wellington

Miao don't work
We went to YumCha
I am so happy
I don't mind whether the food nice or not
I don't mind whether the price reasonable or not
I don't mind the waitress said we look like vietnamese
I don't mind the cool waiter not nice to us
I don't mind the weird waiter funny acting
With you guys YumCha together is the thing

After YumCha..
Back to Hui's place
We chatted
We laughed..
We went out..
We bought strawberries..
We took pictures..
We ate strawberries..
We laughed to the stupid birds..
We sharing the time with each other

Then i separated with them
I went back home
I online
I saw you still blocking me (I guess)
I sad
I was tired to be sad
I took a nap
Until the time is late
I packed my bag
Gone..

I show up at Hui's place again

No matter what happened
You don't break promise
Even really not in the mood..

So i still go to the White House
Enjoying an expensive meals
That's worth

Dinner from 7pm till 11 something..
I knew I was late to next party..
But i didn't know that ..
They are there.. preparing for me ..
I was tired..
Body and soul..
Even i didn't show it
To be honest
When Hui said that you are preparing and waiting for me
For so long
I wanna hug u and said Thankyou Miao
and Thanks everyone
However,
I didn't do that
Because i paiseh.. >.<

This user has not shared his/her details with you..
Fine..
You deleted me..

不知道昨夜的空氣為什麼特別的冰冷
一切來得太快
結束也相對地迅速
無聲無息
沒有預兆

我還是沒辦法接受
小事情都沒有辦法完成
也不想做什麼
有沒有一個角落可以讓我藏起來
像犯錯的小孩
害怕被責備

你的名字很刺眼 很刺眼
把你當作其他的過客
我辦不到
才發現
和你的聯係
不知覺地增加
增加得太多

今天還是一樣寒冷
但今天和昨天卻還是有差別

Regard? I am .. just .. a little bit

一天又過去了

應該是最後一次的stock take吧

...偷偷告訴你
其實Lee是我喜歡的類型
哈哈
第一次stock take
第一次見到他
就對他超級有好感
連多看他兩眼都不敢
哈哈

而且我也發現
其實他也有迴避我的眼神

可惜
惠說他已經有女朋友了
我相信當他的女朋友一定很幸福
因為他有很溫柔的眼神與笑容

沒有緣份
如果有下一次遇見你的機會
我會跟你要email address
電話號碼沒用
我都快要離開了

我在意你逃避我的眼神
哈哈
其實你的眼神只是比我的快一步跳開
xP

如果這是命運
我也無能為力
我真的很喜歡你的眼神

第一次來到Lyall Bay
黑夜的海真的比較神秘
浪很洶
我卻很不舍
不捨得這裡
不捨得
很多 很多
還可以很孩子氣的踏着浪花
還可以大聲歌唱
還可以滑滑梯
還可以很舒服的躺着看星星

又一次
wrong timing again?
Jack這麼說
我也這麼認為

Everyday is a new day

5 November
What so special on this date?
Actually I dont know
But every year, there is firework on this day

Been here since 2006
Had watched firework 3 times
None miss

The first time, i was working
In Eastern Sunrise with the unfriendly colleague
I cant remember her name
But she really mean to me
Firework starts at 9pm
Our restaurant is close to the harbour
Didnt take me long to go there
Customers leave before the show starts
We have enough time to clean up the table
WaWa, our bosslady is so kind to us
Allow us to see the firework during working hour

First year in here, I still young..
Didnt know well of what i want

2007, same date
I am lazy to go to city
Indeed, We are ... Jo and me
We just walked out from the house and waiting for the firework
Our flat is located on the hill
Dont need to be close to the bay
We have best view from the mountain
The firework is not nice this year
Ending like .. no power ..
Not excited at all
It doesn't matter
As I were watching with my lovely flatmate & best friend

This year, I am with Miao
We were late to the bay
The firework starts before we get there
But it is still beautiful
This year is the best out of before
Nice ending too

There is a small Fun Fair at the harbour side too
Crowded n excited

I am glad that I didn't miss the firework every year

For whatever decision we made
Don't regret
It gonna be forever in our memory
It gonna be part of our life

主題一

可以選擇不記錄
但沒辦法承載太多的回憶

11月的本命月
真的被我瞎中
天天都不平凡

^^

今天的空氣有點冷

不喝Latte
Te Papa的Mocha沒有Miao泡的好喝
最好喝的咖啡?
當然是自己泡的

Chat with Skyline
About the current and future?
Hahaha
Nobody can know about the future
We plan for it
But we might not make it

Just like today
I went to fresh market
Plan to buy cucumber and apples
At last, I bought honey and strawberry

See, things always done by its way
Not what we think it should be

Had used to the life here
I wonder how the life will be when i back home

Back Home ..
Stay here almost two n half years
Only moved twice

Wherever i stay
Wherever the home be
Easy adapt to new environment?
Yes, I can be like that
Not hate for changing
Indeed, I like it
Life is always changing
We have to move forward
Stay at the same point
I will not satisfied

Sometimes, Laziness is so strong
It could never beat me
Unless I let it be

I am not afraid of
How my life could change to be
I am just abit worry
Haha

Worry about what?
Worry about Unknow..

Maybe..