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Sweet time soon will become sweet memory.
Keep looking for the next and the next after the next.
Life could be in any way.

It is time, to let us free.

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Can't type chinese word. What's wrong with the blog? What's wrong in the world?

Anything can lead to a fight, everything can be unsatisfied. Silent, let's stop quarrel. Listen to your heart, there must be a part of peaceful. I am so tired of these, change and unchange, both very bothering. Life is short, everyone knows that, then why? You choose to hate not to love.

I can't lie to myself. White lie? It is not the time to make joke. Can we take this serious? Why? it's just a small issue, you raise your voice and blame on everyone, like love isn't exist.

Sometimes, even the body and soul both very tired, I dare not to sleep. Feel scare, once the night had gone, once the sun has risen, it is another new day coming. I should be happy as I still have 'Tomorrow'. However, I am not. Unstable life, challenging life, it stresses me alot. I wanna be a child, no burden, no worries.

Sleepy, but dare not to sleep.
Wanna cry, but can not cry.
Everything I want to do, is not allow.

Life just come to this hardship, no notice, nothing.
And when you realized, you need helps, you need supports, you need someone to comfort you.
Raise up your hand, can only hold the empty air.
This isnt sad, this is a fact.

One day in the monorail, a teenage told her mom, 'oh the train is swinging, I need a man to hold on.' So true, so true...

Can you stay by my side? You are so far from me. You can't be here when I need.
After the long wait, there is another long wait. As I always say. Isn't this the law of attraction?

A small stone in the long way of life, it is a stepping stone, not a falling stone.

Among the lucky, you are the choosen one,

If there is one thing bothering you, you won't feel peace in the day.
Even if there is only one thing.

Someone said, if it is not 100%, it is failed.
So I failed, two and half months ago, I am still that careless. Mistakes alot, feel the stress, how I gonna tell manager? Sorry again? Another sorry. 'Sorry seems to be the hardest word~'

I bought a blackboard, gonna paint the wood part white and hang on the room. I need changing, to forget the past.

New week will be a better week.
For all the hardest part, is to show you the lesson. Have you got it?

No worries, everything will be just fine. Do not repeat the mistake again.

What a day.

We just have a odd day. That's is all.

Should I cry or be thankful that at least nothing worse happened to us?
Bad day is good day.
I don't know how to handle this feeling.
I wish to stop thinking of that event, but the brain do it for me.
I thought I had slept for a long while, when I opened my eyes, it just passed 3 hours.
A dream will gone, a truth will keep forever.

A bad day, started from the morning, finger got hurted by the paper box, bleeding, I thought bad luck had gone. Maybe, not enough.

Anyway, I love you all. May the Guardian Angels watch closer on us.

Stand up from your falling point.

Starting to afraid when Natalie called my name.

Moon
That's normal, nothing happen.
Moon Moon
Twice, that's not normal, something must happen.
Moon Moon Moon...
Which mean, Oh My God.
Something big must happen. I must done terrible mistakes.

When can this Name Game over? I do not enjoy. >.<

Soldier, stand up and revenge. You could fix the mistake, you could do it better.

間違います

What a terrible mistake? I repeat it 2 months. Oh my god, how can I be so careless. Didn't double check for the customer's name. That was my fault at all, no wonder it didn't show at the Aged Trial Balance. How come I didn't realise it before? I am sad of my performance. Do you think I still can get the bonus? I think I will die in the appraisal, before the bonus.

Went to bank for remittances, also to help Natalie to bank in a cheque for credit card payment. You know how silly I am? I never do a cheque payment for credit card at the machine. I used to do it online ~.~ Then when i try to put the account number, the machine showed that wrong account number. What the ~~~~, how come? I have no idea. Then I call to Natalie for help. Somehow... an Indian helped me to proceed the cheque. I didn't ask him for helping, just... When he saw me tried so many times after, he offered to help. >.<

Back to office, I start to feel blur. colleage asked me to check for exchange rate. I don't understand what she said at first, and asked her, what is that? Hahaha... Oh my god, how to turn it to a joke? 'Tadi Kita channel tak sama, hahaha... haha...' ... =.="

Sleepy... Good night.

Is weekend.

Bookshop and Fashion Shop, which one you choose?
I will say bookshop for sure.

Went to Kinokuniya, very magic you know. I wanted to find some information for Bangkok trip. When I get there, I saw the Backpacking in Bangkok at the display bookshelf. The one I need. It is right there waiting for me. I don't have to go and search from the bulk of travelling guide. This book has everything I want. Transport, hotels, place of interest, restaurant... etc. How lucky I am ^^

Also, found this baking recipe. Different cheese cakes, what a good dessert for Christmas' potluck party! Do you like Mocha Marble Cheese Cake? This one looks really nice, I gonna try it.

Next weekend gonna be great weekend. I will prepare reading book , sketchbook, notebook and a good good mood. So guys, do allow me to have few private hours. Will get back to you guys after. I am looking forward, but not so. One friend ever told me this, no hope no disappointed. Even I want to rely on you guys, just can't risk my fragile heart.

Friday, after work, that is my weekend starts. So in the relaxing mood, I got off from the office very ontime, took the monorail and KTM, very smooth, with no delay. Little raining day didnt stop my step, I walked back to home, happily. Cooked a western style dinner, enjoyed it with little brother. Took a hot bath and a bucket of hot water, gonna give my sore legs a spa treatment. On the TV, The Scorpion King is showing, just right. Enjoying the good time.

THEN, your message in, you wanted me to search a school contact number. I thought it is you want to know this, alright, I willing to do this for you. But when I found it is your boss wants to know it. OH OH OH... Timing is wrong, so wrong. To be honest, I felt so interrupt, when I knew I was helping your boss. Well, not exactly helping your boss. It is your business, just you asked at the wrong timing. I really pissed off. Weekend, is meant WEEKEND for me. I take it very serious. No work, and no work related at all. Not even a thought. I dont want to bother any, not to say other ppl's boss. And guess what I do next? I turn off my handphone. Enjoy the weekend.